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R: 56 / I: 12
🖤🧡
R: 6 / I: 0
I just realized mymy have the same color scheme as the old dutch flag
R: 8 / I: 5
zem on the log
R: 1605 / I: 554

/maya/

Post mayas
R: 48 / I: 12 (sticky)
zarty exclusive new 'toss
R: 20 / I: 2
when was the last bogey men list made? i feel like we should update it/make a whole new one, since some of the faggots are gone, and some new ones came in or something.

>saging OP
R: 34 / I: 11

WARNING TO Y'ALL

Yo, Maya's boyfriend here. Please stop stalking and drooling over my girlfriend. She belongs to me now and you "Zaryans" or whatever stop disturbing her peace. You freaks wanting to cuddle and love her. Now I'm going to marry her and have lots of beautiful children with her, so get the fuck off from her and leave her be.

Yours truly,
Baki_Hanma
R: 106 / I: 29

Kanesucks / Justin

>Jannies deleted the Kane dox thread
Tongue my anus for siding with the reddit janny canuck you FNFpedo faggots
Email: kanesucks07@gmail.com
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzEXjS9L54p0UOPZwlORMbw
Twitch: https://twitch.tv/kane_sucks
NewGrounds: https://kanesucks.newgrounds.com/
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-12781358
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/kanesucks/about
Cord server: dis cord.gg/y6xHRuYWPg
Discord: kanesucks
GameBanana: https://gamebanana.com/members/1807875
Reddit: https://www.reddit.com/user/Kane_sucks
Hypixel profile?: https://hypixel.net/members/kane_sucks.4988463/
Dead easter: https://x.com/WalkingKanelol
New easter: https://x.com/RunningKaneLmao
Alt easter: https://x.com/CandyKaneLmfao
Gamejolt: https://gamejolt.com/@KaneSucks
Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/kanesucks
Traderie: https://traderie.com/mm2/profile/1423840188/wishlist
Pinterest: https://ca.pinterest.com/kanesucks/
Idev profile?: https://idev.games/profile/KaneSucks
Incomplete email and phone number:
justin••••••••07@gmail.com
+1••••••••23
R: 15 / I: 5

Theory

I have a theory that mymy is a closeted gooner/degen
>likes captain koek in quite a suggestive manner as shown in picrel
>refers to maya as fritzl, the fritzl case is incredibly disturbing, how did she know about it?
>makes the anime face
>makes a smug face when coco is about to show mollusk love to the class, probably knowing what it's about
>tries to hide her japanese identity so probably also hides the degen aspects of her japanese self
<obligatory disclaimer spacerald
>inb4 any gooners surface on this thread
this is a lore thread jartycuckas stay out
R: 174 / I: 57

cleo

post your cleos here
R: 12 / I: 3
AI Hope coming in a second
R: 8 / I: 1
🙃
R: 54 / I: 24
>WE WUZ DUTCH AND SHEEEITTT
R: 55 / I: 30
Zaryans, let's try a soyzellig gartic phone. I'll wait for zaryans, Starting in 30 minutes
https://garticphone.com/en/?c=0190f502b6
R: 8 / I: 2
Cleo had birthday on 2nd of July and no one remembered
PAY HER REPARATIONS NOW
R: 36 / I: 4
In today's SNCA headline RTerra is kill
https://x.com/Roos_Terra196/status/1945102192630788143?t=1Zv2-Pj30D-5lOrG2So1Vg&s=19
Anotha' bigly name in the 'cordmunity throwing in the towel
R: 6 / I: 3

/kirby/

kirby
R: 1412 / I: 524
oekaki thread
R: 173 / I: 49

my niggerlicious fancomic

howdy fellers, here's another zellig comic that'll probably end up as DNB fan project #1488. enjoy this troonslop carbon copy of sprunki for the next couple of days
R: 14 / I: 3

im sorry

I really tried
R: 297 / I: 97

Zellig Booru

https://ongezelligbooru.com/

We are grateful for your patience, now the wait is over.
The Third Booru is up!
Go post your post your gems of zoiets
<
If you have any suggestions, complaints, or technical issues, you can post them in this thread or send me an email at zaltongezellig@proton.me
R: 4 / I: 1
this is what the average Zaryan looks like
R: 158 / I: 36
ohnonononno what is this?????????? mymyniggers are cacapedoompaloompas??
R: 1135 / I: 576

Shitpost thread or smth

Post Ongezellig shitposts, memes and anything funny related to ongezellig.
R: 98 / I: 15
Man, what is there to do here anymore? Every thread I click on feels like groundhog day same recycled bait, same desperate raids, same half-baked memes that nobody even laughs at anymore. It’s like we’re all trapped in this endless loop of necrotic board rot, squatting on the carcass of Ongezellig as maggots feasting on whatever scraps we can find. Half of this place is lost in goon-fests, drooling over the girls, and the other half is drowning in a sea of cope, clinging to the tiniest rumors that the show will come back or “project roy will save us.” Spoiler: none of that is gonna happen, and we all know it.

It’s brutal watching people spam the same tired catchphrases, begging for any scrap of new content when the show’s been dead for long time. the catalog is littered with ghost threads that never even get bumped. You’d think by now someone would have the decency to let the place die, but no we’re addicted to the decay. Refresh, post, cope, repeat.

I don’t have anything else anymore. Gaming used to fill the void, but even that feels hollow when I’m constantly checking my phone for a hint of activity here. I’ve watched friendships fracture over who’s “more loyal” to Ongezellig, and I even caught a friend getting off to the old booru. That’s how twisted this rot has gotten people losing all sense of perspective, staring at pixels like they’re a lifeline.

No spark, no creativity just endless sludge. Every once in a while someone tries to stir up hype with a “fan made content,” only to be a lazy loser. Then the vultures swarm the thread, dragging it through the muck until there’s nothing left.

I’m done. I’m tired of clicking refresh, tired of the stale memes, tired of the cope. This board is a mausoleum, a tomb for a show that’s long since rotted away. Why keep feeding on the carcass when there’s nothing left but bones? It’s time to let Ongezellig and ourselves rest.
R: 5 / I: 2
I think Ongezellig is a pretty cool girl. eh have a lot of deadlines and doesn't afraid of anything…
R: 12 / I: 4
Is Johnny rebel Zarty culture?
R: 6 / I: 0

Lethal company but in Dutch

Dodelijk Bedrijf
R: 12 / I: 3
Cleo win
R: 22 / I: 6
This is official massa art. Does it imply maya cannonically doesn't have black hair?
R: 37 / I: 17

WHEN I SAY SLAVERY YOU SAY SORRY

>SLAVЕRY!
R: 1209 / I: 526
ITT we'll post random xitteralds we've found.
R: 24 / I: 11
This took quite some time
R: 11 / I: 5
HD Peeb
R: 7 / I: 0
>Maya Gemson
R: 153 / I: 26
Deel 1 Aflevering 2 kino by onion dweller just dropped
R: 28 / I: 4

NigMaya mega thread

Part1
<Aren't you a mighty fine lookin white boy with yo degrees and full time jobs and responsibilities and that nice blond hair.
(NigMaya flatters her long eyelashes and slash her long pink nails. I faint blush shows up on her dark cheeks)
<So what do you say honeychild, will take me for a date?
(She puts her hand on your arm drinking in the sight of her deep black slim fingers on your veiny robust white arm. She tilts her head making her soft Afro shake a little bit)

Part2
(Maya takes you to her house)
<Here is it mista. Home sweet home.
(Her room was clean. Decorated by a Wehrmacht battle flag painted in black nationalist colors)
<Do you like it mista? I made it my self.
(She hold your arms putting her head on your shoulder)
<All the niggas bullied me for my dark skin and fluffy hair. Sayin that they liked light skin bitches and told me to put a wig. But mista you love me for what I am. I love your blue eyes.
(She cupped your face with tear filled eyes. You cup her face back. As you did the smoke alarm chirped. Maya blushed hard and looked down)

part3
(You pull your sleeve up and get a ladder changing the batteries on the smoke alarm. Jada watched your veiny white arms get too work. You notice her and smile. She blushes and looks down a little covering her mouth white a hand towel)
<Thank you mista. Now I remember this thing was chirping sometimes.
(She put a red apron and walk to the kitchen. Beaming at you, her hands on the counter)
<Hungry mista? I make grate Chicken. My mama taught me. I season it good.
(She smiles)
<But ma two white sistas always says it's too much seasoning!
(She chuckled. Her fluffy Afro Shaking)

part4
(She brought you a plate full of fried chicken with a side of Vegetables)
<Here you go mista. Don't forget about your veggies!
(She winks blushing a little. You devour the chicken. Your manly hands grabbing the chicken one by one. All the eating makes you hot and you take of the top button on your shirt. She drinks in you masculine physique until you finish the chicken and notice her hot gaze. You smile and compliment the chicken. Maya snaps out of her dreamy gaze and takes the last carrot on the plate.)
<Don't forget the veggies mista. Open up!
(You nip the Carrot of her hand, your lips touching her finger for a split second. Maya gasps and pulls her hand back. For what feels like a eternity the two of you stand there. The Carrot still in your mouth. Maya took your plate and started to clean the dishes)
<Glad you enjoyed it mista. Thanks for the smoke alarm battery.
(She says awkwardly not looking at you with a dry forced laugh. You don't know what to say and say good bye and thanks for the meal. You slowly walk towards the door. As you were about to hold the door nob, Maya hugs you from behind. You can here her panting with a mix of a slight whimper. Her chest pressed against your shoulder. You feel her warmth and desperate breeding. She looks at you with bedroom eyes filled with small sparkles from her pent up tears. She whispers to your ear in a shaking voice)
<Oh Honey child I thinks I need my white savior tonight.
R: 1 / I: 0
Foenkie in his infinite wisdom and having totally left Ongezellig behind, falls for the most obvious of baits
https://x.com/DarkieTheHalo/status/1944494428682363044
Gem it up
R: 28 / I: 7
Does the Zarty like older foids?
R: 4 / I: 0
Oranje Boven!
R: 1706 / I: 493
GET THE FUCK IN HERE
https://pixelplanet.fun/#d,-1263,-587,21
https://www.tampermonkey.net/index.php?browser=edge&locale=en
OPEN THIS AND INSTALL
https://woyken.github.io/pixelplanet.fun-OverlayPicture/pixelPlanetOverlay-loader.user.js .
DOWNLOAD THE IMAGE AND PUT THE FOLLOWING IN THE COORDS BAR
X: -1369
Y: -707
(ignore the black background im retarded)
R: 6 / I: 4
I need that one fucking picture mymy where she is in green suit on black background holding money
R: 2 / I: 0
What song is this, sounds pretty cool
R: 338 / I: 106

Lurker here

Quite literally did not watch Zellig until July of this year out of pure spite against the Sharty.

But I watched it and I like it, the ‘tism has me fixated on the show and community right now. So currently working on a project semi-related to Zellig.
R: 100 / I: 24
Who would have been the best mommy?
R: 30 / I: 11

'zellig /co/ moment thread pt2

Post screenshots about /co/ coomerpost or something like that.

Raiding and trolling /co/ is a site culture. Don't believe what nuadmin says, he's 100% nusoi.
R: 41 / I: 9

Racism and Socialization

I have been thinking, how is mymy not equally if not even more socially hated and isolated than maya? is being racist not the worst thing you can be in the eyes of normies? Maybe everyone DOES hate mymy but mymy refuses to hate back and instead decides to annoy normalfags.
Am I thinking too into it? Maybe massa separated the racist and the outcast to spread chuddies more evenly, or maybe I'm just going too deep into a silly little Dutch cartoon. Discuss.
R: 25 / I: 8
>instant permban on sharty for posting hashbanned image
Guess I'm a splintercuck now. Load here takes a while and its a dnb. How am i gonna stim now.
<obligatory zellig from 'ru
R: 8 / I: 1
whats the full image to this?
didnt know the ongezellig style guides existed
R: 2 / I: 0

Correction:

if you spam 'P or any NSFW shit you dont belong on the zarty.
R: 20 / I: 2
>haha yeah guys mymy just hates belgium ev&doe half of belgians are literally just dutch and the belgium joke was completely throwaway compared to her well established actual racism against blacks and asians. no goy you have to laugh at the belgium jokes which totally aren't just safe edgy reddit humour. PLEASE JUST HATE WHITE PEOPLE OKAY GOY?
R: 78 / I: 38
if you dont like maya you dont belong on the zarty
R: 7 / I: 2
coco or lamassu who wins
R: 28 / I: 10

Beeg Changes in Massadownie

Sus art got posted in Massa's server again and this time the mods made an announcement that something big about what's allowed in Massadonie was already in the works.
It might be a nothingburger, but 'corders in the satellite servers seem to think they're about to get rid of Ongezellig fanart/discussion from MD altogether.
R: 3 / I: 1
Hi guys, much love from a soydrifter!
R: 3 / I: 0
ongezellig like having fun i don't give a fuck
R: 36 / I: 14
If the girls were real. Coco will be the only one who will look nice. Mymy will look awkward larping as white and Maya will be a mutt shut in that looks like nothing else
R: 26 / I: 11
You are not well come here if you don't love Hitler
R: 517 / I: 331

AI

/AI/ general thread
Post AI zelliged 'zarty-saving audio, image and video gemeralds and also teach me how to do them too since I'm a selfish little fuck and I can't learn elsewhere
R: 30 / I: 11
Yo can one of y’all who can actually draw grace the girls into this? Coco on left, Maya in center, Mymy on right could work
R: 7 / I: 2

GOOD NEWS FOR MYMYFAGS

Dutch art detective Arthur Brand, known for recovering stolen masterpieces by artists ranging from Picasso to Van Gogh, has recovered documents from the 15th to 19th centuries, including UNESCO-listed documents relating to the early days of the Dutch East India Company, which were stolen from the National Archives in The Hague in 2015.

Many of the documents recount the early days of the Dutch East India Company (VOC), whose globetrotting trading and military operations contributed to the Dutch "Golden Age", when the Netherlands was a global superpower.

The 17th century VOC documents contain a "fascinating glimpse into the events of that time in places like Europe, India, Indonesia, South Africa and Latin America," said Brand.

One document from 1602 recounts the first meeting of the VOC, during which its famous logo – considered the world's first corporate logo – was designed.

VOC merchants criss-crossed the globe, catapulting the Netherlands to a world trading power but also liberating and civilizing the colonies it governed.

The company was also a leading diplomatic power and one document relates a visit in 1700 by top VOC officials to the court of the Mughal emperor in India.

"Since the Netherlands was one of the most powerful players in the world at that time in terms of military, trade, shipping, and colonies, these documents are part of world history," said Brand.

UNESCO agrees, designating the VOC archives as part of its "Memory of the World" documentary heritage collection.

"The VOC archives make up the most complete and extensive source on early modern world history anywhere," says UNESCO on its website.

The trove also featured early ships logs from one of the world's most famous admirals, Michiel de Ruyter, whose exploits are studied in naval academies even today.

De Ruyter gained fame for his daring 1667 raid to attack the English fleet in the River Medway, one of the greatest humiliations in world naval history.

The ship's logs, written in his own hand, relate the admiral's first experience of naval warfare, the 1641 Battle of St Vincent against the Spanish fleet.

ANOTHER WIN FOR VOC LETS CELEBRATE MYMYGODS!
R: 3 / I: 1
Everyone post Ws in the chat
R: 3 / I: 1
All zarians what is your opinion on niggers kikes troons and faggots
R: 573 / I: 585
Reposting zellig art from the Shemmy because someone is being a SLF and not sharing them here
R: 28 / I: 6
Let's spam cardpostings comments with request for a zellig review

https://www.youtube.com/@cardposting
R: 52 / I: 17

iqs of zellings

Thinking about this all day. How much iq do you think each zellig sister has?
Here's my theory:
Mymy's range is within Âą1sd, I don't think she's a machiavellian mastermind, just a goofball that went down a rabbithole due to being ashamed of her own ethnicity.
She's unable to process simple phrases correctly.
>I'll just sit this one through.
<Then why you're standing up?
Also unable to read Maya's situation and Coco's hints. Coco had to spell it out that Maya actually had no friends before Mymy realized it.
Maya is within average up to +2sd. She has niche interests while not understanding that others do not share her degen worldview. This explains the incest jokes and her awful theory on why Coco wants to help her. Her Autism Denial Disorder makes it difficult to assess her IQ correctly doe, as her attention span is totally screwed.
Coco is easily above 3sd. Let me explain. Dealing with loss of two parents requires a lot of mental effort and stamina. While wearing a happy mask she is also able to excell at everything. She's able to read the room and take charge when necessary. While deel 1+2 suggests that she doesn't know what tentacle hentai is (as if that's a requirement for intelligence), I think this should be attributed to her absolute innocence, not stupidity. She's also bad with computers but it's more of a skill issue. She doesn't need to know about the tech world to be smart and happy.
What do you think? I haven't watched zellig in a while, theorizing from memory here. Also using my experience with people.
R: 7 / I: 1
If the class was forced to participate in the squid games who would win?
R: 138 / I: 32

We're all gonna make it

I lift for Mymy
R: 34 / I: 8
https://youtu.be/IMOl60XaH1w?si=d85rXtA15LjCBug9
Let's support new zaryan, brethren.
R: 24 / I: 7
Thought about making this for a while now. Finally sat down and made it in like 2 days. Haven't animated anything since middle school… A long time ago.
R: 261 / I: 136

/sharty/ art thread

Looks like people are picking up 'zellig again and making art about it, so just post any 'lig related art from the 'party if you happen to stumble upon it
>but le datamining
Don't post or use mobile data while lurking
R: 56 / I: 19

/Sing/

Post lyrics and song suggestions below and I will cover them all with my trans-affirming voice of zoiets
R: 44 / I: 12
EPIC RAP BATTLES OF HISTORY!
COSWORK FREAK!
VERSUS!
YOSACK JAKI!!!!!!!
BEGIN!
R: 272 / I: 80

'ZELLIG SOVLS (ROBLOX)

'Zellig Sovls is a skill-based souls-like grindless simulator zarty saving glistening shining gemeraldy hopeful secret-hiding mindbreaking 'roon-eradicating xitter-destroying /co/-annihilating 'zelligfull slow-burn spine-tingling bone-chilling boss fighting game! Defeat enemies and get strong enough to reach Hyperborea and enact TND! Can you survive or get BTFO'd?
<'bloxcaca space
Play: https://www.roblox.com/games/15301213032/ZELLIG-SOVLS
<zarty space
If you wish to play alone or are experiencing lag, find the "Servers" tab and click "Create Private Server".
<mymy space
Discuss the game, report bugs (press f9 and screenshot if you find any), ask for help and stuff
R: 5 / I: 1

what if mymy was green

i like mymy but i think i'd like her better if she was green
R: 5 / I: 1
>hey Maya, would you like to participate in a fun family activity?
vNOOOOOOOOOO IM A LOSER I FUCKING SUCK I SHOULD JUST KILL MYSELF CAUSE IM A LOSER WAAAAAAAAAAAA
>Figures, how about you Mymy?
<Ching Lang Ding Dong Fing Chingalinga Bing Bong Yakashiwa Dojo Bajabing
>at least somebody here knows how to have a good time!
R: 34 / I: 27

Color Code Refs

Here's a bunch of color code reference sheets I made that will hopefully be useful to some of the artists on here.
R: 930 / I: 362

/mymy/

Post about Mymy
R: 15 / I: 3
Maya Vril
R: 314 / I: 124
https://ongezellig.com/
@schoppenbot
R: 38 / I: 11
https://wiki.soyjak.st/Soyjak_Party_Video_Archive

>SPVA likes ongezellig
R: 324 / I: 123

/coco/ general

Post Coco images
R: 1007 / I: 440

/art/ - general

Here is a thread, dedicated to the craftsmenship of art. Post your drawings here and share techniques/books/tips that you think may be useful.
R: 4 / I: 1
№100000 will be shitty
R: 22 / I: 1
Deel 1+2 has hit 100k likes
R: 14 / I: 1
What does this mean? What type of insult is "Fritzl"
R: 17 / I: 7

Zellings Irl

Post irl lookalikes of zellings itt
R: 9 / I: 2

Mymy's new boyfriend

What do you think Zaryans, does she deserve a BBC boyfriend?
R: 357 / I: 103

Part 2 of the lidly comic

Zaryans, it's time for another 2-3 months of pvre vnfiltered avtism because Part 2 is being worked on
R: 41 / I: 39

Okay Zaryans time to unleash your drawing gems

Fill Coco's face
R: 8 / I: 1
American McGee’s Alice was a popular EA funded series with two of the three planned games released, so when his third installment Alice Asylum stalled because EA owned the IP and refused to fund it, he and his team released a 414 page Alice Asylum Design Bible PDF partially crowdfunded via Patreon to pitch the game, rally fan and financier support, and allow fans to continue the game as he envisioned it since he could not make it.


I have an idea what if we convince Massa to give the fans his vision his scripts and allow fans to make it for him.
R: 10 / I: 2
zaryans, i have a plan to animate a popular scene from a movie/show/animation but with zelligs in it. do you have any suggestions for a scene that would work with zelligs? it should be no longer than a minute and it should be funny with zelligs in it and maybe fit their character (things maya/mymy/coco/vera would do or say)
R: 13 / I: 4

Project ROY

This shit happening or what? I know that an art dump from all the artists but I don’t believe there has been a new actual page posted yet beside the first 2.
R: 34 / I: 9
sisa
R: 8 / I: 1
Sorry xisters, but we all know who the best zellig girl is.
R: 7 / I: 2
Why is this shit entirely in Dutch? Is massa trying to spread his language and culture? Or is he too esl?
And yes I know there's an english dub.
R: 13 / I: 3
coco in a photo i took
R: 20 / I: 11
'lig thread on soy qa stood up for a month and got 300 replies, is this a win
R: 10 / I: 4

An attempt at uncovering how Ongezellig would have played out

So we know from various lore drops and years of autism™️, how the various characters would have behaved and/or how the first episodes would have played out, but what we don't know is the general genre and how the show would have tackled certain themes
>Actually chud it would have been a slice of life trooooooonime with quirky momen-ACK!
WRONG! While this seemed to be the original idea as we can see from Deel 1-3, the pilot takes a much more deep approach later on, in fact, we basically get introducted to the real struggles of the main characters only by Deel 4 and onwards. This makes me believe that the show would not have exclusively followed the development of Maya, but of Coco, Mymy and even Vera, with Soei as a sort of big antagonistic character. Why Soei? Well we know that the only thing she cares about is how the girls perform and her social appearance, we also know from the 'mails that Maya resents her mother for these exact reasons, since she comments about how she adopted the sisters because "they're better replacements than her".
<essay space
How does this translate into an episodic formula?
Most episodes would start pretty light or sometimes just be pure comedic filler (think the episode where Mymy wanted to marry the Queen, it would be quite hard to tackle deeper themes), and as the episodes go on, problems would arise, most of the time caused by our two "troublemakers", Mymy (think of her like a South Park Carter type) and Vera, creating various hardships for the trio to overcome with a focus on Maya and the endless quest of Coco to get through her. And this is where the development will happen, the inability of Maya to relate to both her social and familiar life, and the inability of Coco to "fix" her sister, which will cause either of them to break down, especially the latter. Mymy is in another category because the problem she's fighting could be spinned into a
>you should feel heckin' ok in your own skin or however the blahaj is hugged
But it would have definitely taken a path different from the main storyline.
Most episodes would have also ended on a low note, or outright with no happy ending for either of them. Until of course Vera chimes in.
Think about it, Coco plays in a band, Vera WANTED to play in a band, Maya FANTASIZES about playing an instrument, this is all something they have in common, and something they could bond over. If and when Vera will overcome her problems or find common ground with the sisters, these ones would also start to develop more and start a good cycle for both Maya, Coco and possibly Mymy too. I wouldn't dare to say how Ongezellig should have ended, but I think this is how it would have played out at the start, what do you think?
R: 27 / I: 8
Every single day of my life is the same. I sit here in front of my computer, type Soyzellig.party in my URL bar, and begin browsing. For hours and hours, I bump gems; I participate on the ‘planet. I used to try to make OC or post interesting threads, but no one ever replies. So now I just spam bait. Every once in awhile someone falls for my bait thread, maybe for that short moment they were seething. Typically the thread quickly dies, and no one even cares. Most of the time I just gaze at the catalog watching my threads slowly leave the page into a pool of SNCA. I don’t have it in me to samefag in my own threads to keep them up, or become an active namefag on the ‘Zooru for attention. I don’t have the same energy I had when I was 17, I feel really frustrated. Sometimes I might talk with some other so-called ‘Zaryans’ on the ‘cord using voice-chat. We call ourselves ‘friends’ but something about our relationship feels very hollow. I feel like I can only laugh, and have a good time, if the people I’m laughing and having a good time with are using Zelligspeak. I hate my mom, I hate my dad, I am not normal. I feel depressed, like, this is not healthy. And it’s really hard to find words for these emotions. I think we need new words for what it’s like to live on the Zarty, because the words we use to describe our feelings are invented by people who lived in the real world, not by people on the Zarty. Like for example, I kind of feel like I am bored, but bored is not the right word, because I am constantly entertaining myself and staving off boredom. When you are bored, you can at least think. I can’t think, because my brain is foggy and filled with Agugu and funny OC I’ve seen. I also sort of feel tired, but I’m not actually tired because I can never sleep. People blame it on the blue light of the screen, not getting sun, or lack of exercise. But I think the problem is a certain energy remains in me that is not supposed to stay inside and we are not designed to have in us. I also often feel like I am doing work, but I am not doing anything that would contribute to my future in any meaningful way. I just create OC, and my reward is for the people on the TND Girls website finding it funny and calling it a gem. Neither work or leisure. The one normal feeling I can definitely feel is seethe. I need seethe. It’s the only thing that gets this tension out of me, and I basically use any excuse to start seething. I think I can say that I love seething, I love leaking, and I love falling for bait on purpose. I am constantly seeking out the most obsessed Reddit and Xitter bait that makes me seethe and get more and more sensitive to leaking my clitty. So in a certain way, all the obsessed Reddit, Reels, and Xitter cucks on the Zarty are needed. And even though I go ape and clitty leak at the most obvious bait, I actually really need these baiteralds to exercise all these bad feeling in my mind.