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Zaryan No.24425 R: 1 / V: 2 vivian lost btw

I fucking hate lesbians/yuri Zaryan No.24332 R: 12 / V: 19 Every time "yuri" or any reference to lesbians is mentioned I genuinely experience rage, my cortisol instantaneously increases. I'm not joking, I genuinely experience a heightened blood pressure and heart rate. I've had physical outbursts to their mention. I am reminded of my anger everytime I see any mention of yuri or lesbians, its worse when its fictional sometimes. Words simply lack the ability to convey my emotions emphatically enough. Every time I see those instagram "study time, yuri time" gifs my cortisol spikes. If I could I would create a new ebola for these individuals so that I may be satisfied with the knowledge that they have suffered and perished within my lifetime. What follows from my anger is an expression of it, now it is you fellow zaryan who is reading this. There is no logic behind my feelings, no reason, it is simply the most true, pure, unaltered fires of rage that dwell and sink into my heart. I can only pray that all of these individuals may suffer an eternity in hell.

Need to cleanse self of retardation. Zaryan No.34106 R: 15 / V: 27

I wanna preface this by saying im here because this is too embarrassing to post on a more identifiable place and the sharty is no use, also im NOT a troon and NEVER will be one or anything close to it and I know for a fact im not gay.

Im a man but I don't really understand how to be one entirely, I grew up without a father figure and I was mentally ill in my tween/teen years and suicidal. I've always been very sensitive cuz of autism and im very physically weak my whole life, I was really insecure about this in high school and I was already depressed so I found myself latching onto media that had "Soft" male characters like deltarune and sanrio stuff and a variety of cute themed furry webcomics because I associated masculine men with ugly and mean things, and saw myself in characters like ralsei or the suicidal cat in this picture

I didn't want to fuck them I want that to be clear, the fantasy was being them and then maybe dating one of the girl characters from the comics/games I was fantasizing about. part of my suicidal tendencies was the fantasy of escaping the real world and then going to a afterlife where I basically become one of those characters,

its so bad it warped my perception of self where my inner monologue and self perception I always imagine a squeaky voiced sort of chibi/fursona version of myself whenever I think or picture myself doing something or during my cry sessions.

Im a adult now and I know this stuff is all bad and unhealthy especially since I have seen how troons are and have shifted into a more conservative mindset but no matter what I do I can't get out of this headspace

im so jealous of normal guys who grow up and do manly stuff and have girlfriends without ever having these weird fantasies because I genuinely don't know what to do, I know I need to be normal but my brain wants me to -ACK and get away from reality, wtf do I do to undo this, I feel like I got fucked up rng and should just -ack to try again at life as a normal guy.

Zaryan No.23669 R: 74 / V: 167 >is that a boogy?
<boogy this, boogy that, boogy life, boogy spam
<boogy squid, boogy land, boogy coming from japan
<now all the boogies are goin spaaam

Zaryan No.24358 R: 22 / V: 42 Please add an option to hide brapant in overboard and make the default option that brapant is hidden by default, or just delete the board entirely and rangeban everyone who has ever posted on it

Zaryan No.143261 R: 14 / V: 36 fuck zartysisters I think it's over...