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Ongezellig Unhappy Ending Zaryan No.147655 R: 8 / V: 13 thumbnail One of the tragedies of Ongezellig is that the outcome for Maya is predetermined.
The pilot takes place on October 14 2019, Maya has no friends and struggles socially. She copes about not needing anyone, but we see that she does desire genuine connection.
A natural continuation in a hypothetical show takes place after this date where, given some time, Maya accepts that she wants to make friends and tries to be social. Of course she fails at first, but she learns and slowly does get better at dealing with her problems. After many weeks it gets to the point where she is a little more confident and can hold some sort of conversation with people and might even get along with some classmates, things appear to be going well for Maya.
Then comes March 16 2020, 22 weeks after the pilot, the government has shut down all secondary schools due to the covid lockdown. Schools won't open until June of the same year. Maya would be thrilled about this for the first week or two, but all the progress she made on making a friend is reset to zero. Now she has no reason to leave the house and stays in her room for most of the day. She reverts back into old habits and gets even more socially stunted. It would be even worse for her if she did manage to start a friendship only to lose it. Maya feels discouraged and demotivated about all the effort she put into trying to be more social only for it to get taken away from her so quickly.
Maya is spiteful and gives up. Even when the schools are open again, she doesn't have it in her to try again.
Maya remains ongezellig.
Magic Zaryan No.9622 R: 3 / V: 10 thumbnail Each thing causes a person to personally affect reality.Example-eating salt and after being assalted.Think of which thing and pick the categories,words,letters and symbols and get the answer to any question or not pick the words and the words that are remaining or farthest away are the answer.Find which thing and do magic.Thinking thoughts,snapping or pointing your fingers and a book with the information appears or the thing you were thinking of appears.The elements.Vitamins and minerals.Eating or drinking the same food again and again or a combination of things or not eating or drinking enough.Write a paragraph of information about subjects.Get the answer by connecting the words and other things,specifying,adding words to the words,correcting the errors,synonyms.A choose yes or choose no question.By process of elimination.By narrowing the field.Some people have a knack for choosing the answer or not choosing the answer.Some people are smarter than other people.Some people just know the answers.
Zaryan No.147642 R: 12 / V: 24 thumbnail Im a trans and this is my art. How do I draw sisas I don't really know how.
Why do I exist? Zaryan No.27218 R: 11 / V: 42 thumbnail

I don't think I've ever been happy, I was only happy as a child but at that age you're barely sentient so does it count?

I don't know where to begin, first off I'm sorry that I'm making you read this and if you do not want to feel emotionally worse then just stop reading this. I do not matter, the least I can do is at least not be a burden on (you).

I will never be truly happy, I've been in love with Mymy since I was 13 (18 now) and she will never be truly real. She will never be able to feel my love for her, even if I've never been with a real woman in my life or even held hands with one. I often see real couples around me, and they clearly don't love eachother the way I love Mymy. They argue, they cheat, they betray eachother.

Why do I not get Mymy? Why do I, who actually adores and genuinely loves someone never get to give that love to the girl I feel so strongly for. But it's not just that, I will have to get a job soon enough. After you begin school your life is no longer yours, you will go to school and then get a job. Getting up unbearably early every day to waste most of your day slaving away for some greedy pig who would kill you if he could earn from it.

The fact is also that I fell in love with Mymy, when she was three years older than me. Now I'm two years older than her, she won't get older, And my love for her will just grow increasingly questionable to anyone from the outside.

Not to mention the fact that everytime I step outside I am forced to take in the ethnic replacement of my people. The people who will be a minority in their own lands by 2050.

I am in a depressive spiral as I write this, I don't experience them too often so don't worry for me. I also have a genetic predisposition towards depression.

If you reading this feel worried about my saftey, then don't. I will still most likely go on into my late or mid twenties before I end myself. And you will never know when I do, for I never truly mattered.

Zaryan No.27291 R: 29 / V: 51 thumbnail Im doing maya cosplay
Zaryan No.9648 R: 6 / V: 33 thumbnail Erm Mymycels, your response?
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