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Wow what a load of bullshit, I'm not calling my interpretation the official "correct" one or anything of course, but

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I feel like the Schoppenboer family is probably slightly flawed, I always imagined Ravi as a kind of distant and tired father. He probably slaves away in some bugman job to support his family as they seem to be economically well off.

I'm pretty sure Massa said that Soei is a bit self-centered and I have some vague memory of her valuing accomplishments a lot. I could see her being more proud of Mymy and Coco since they're both very admirable young women (especially Mymy).

Mymy plays the accordion, writes for the local newspaper, plays in the school's korfball team and also seems to excel in her French studies.

Coco while not as accomplished she still clearly has done a lot playing rugby, being very popular and kind to practically everyone in school and being the drummer for a band with her friends.

So I could definitely see Soei being more proud of Mymy and Coco and possibly a bit disappointed in Maya for being a spiteful shut-in gooner-nigger. But most mothers will have an extremely strong, hard-coded love for their biological children so I still think she loves Maya a great deal.

But yeah this was my reddit-esque nigger essay, what do you think /zellig/?

finally made an effort to change for the better physically atleast. been going at the gym for a month now the progression on my lifts are a little above average but that's because im a lardass constantly eating at a caloric surplus, i dont track my calories but im pretty sure im eating well above maintenance with all these flabs and stretch marks forming. i can bench 88.45kg for 2 reps, squat 111kg for 4 reps though im pretty sure i could've done 6 if it werent for me having to rip my boxers and stop mid set out of embarrassment, seated row 98kg for 11 reps but there was this one time i did 17 reps of 81kg to show-off which i heavily regretted doing as such my grip got too tired for doing deadlifts, i can do 120kg for 2 reps but due to my previous stunt i couldn't hit a pr and was only able to do 1. hip thrust 95.34kg for 15 reps, incline press 77.18kg for 3 reps, seated shoulder press 90.8kg for 6 reps.

my main issue is cardio which im guilty of not doing, i cant walk up a flight of stairs without sweating and gassing out immediately

same old, same old. it doesn't really matter how /fit/ i get if i still cling on to old habits and slip into vices. i don't need to drink, smoke, or do drugs, my procrastination and porn addiction is sufficient enough

ill try to manage my flaws