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i dont exactly have anything bad going on in life except lazy lifestyle but i feel stupider than everyone so my future is uncertain
Maya
I rather not think about questions like this because the truth is i don't have any reason to. Its better that i mindlessly consume until the day comes. I'm pretty much a future pedo anyways so when it does eventually happen i'll kill myself then.
I go on because i’m too much of a pussy to kill myself, i unironically wish i was never born nor do i have a drive to continue on but here i am, surrounded by people who think likewise or hate me for it on a dutch tranime board
She's coming to me.
Once she arrives, I'll kill myself for her.
>>142329
no point in killing yourself man,i’m sure your OCD “i’m a future pedo” thoughts are just a downward spiral of self hate and depreciation.
You’re probably heavily depressed and porn addicted
Killing yourself also doesn’t solve any problems, just because you cease to exist doesn’t mean your problems stopped bothering you. The last thing you will remember is all your issues and making that decision and there’s nothing more
To share the Gospel to as much people as I can, only God has given me hope in this life
>>142333
no one cares more about you than yourself and no one cares less about you than yourself
its paradoxical but imo true
I hate my past more than anyone else i feel and I hate my present self more than anyone but I think a lot of my suicidal thoughts are out of love for myself instead of hate. It’s odd imo and i hope if anyone else here feels like that they look at it brighter and recognize that this might be them too
>>142339
our generation has be predisposed to enjoy rebellion and replace soul nurturing with physical pleasure and the pleasure of the mind
Instead of doing things that are good for us in the future we oftentimes are raised into this world to do things that make us feel good in the moment
MayaGODing gone just right??
I have access to it it is very easy for me to get it and i've thought about using it after browsing and looking at it on some tor sites.
>just because you cease to exist doesn’t mean your problems stopped bothering you
except it does
existing is THE problem
read this
i’m sorry what is “it”?
its never too late to stop, you're better than that i know it
you really need to take a big step back
>>142346
I’ll give this a read because i am genuinely interested, but before i’ll give me opinion and come back to this thread when i finish and also give my opinion
The problem with ceasing to exist is that you already were born, your issues and memories are still there and when you stop existing, it doesn’t stop you from ever being born
>>142351
Genuinely man you need to get therapy and psychiatric help 1 and 2 you can still make the conscious decision to stop this alright?
I haven’t been in your shoes nor will i pretend to be but I think the best case scenario is you speaking to a professional on this and not some image board nerds alr?
We've been conditioned by society to never look towards what our future could be but rather consume in the now and never choose to do what helps us become better.
>>142345
The fact that you are aware that you're struggling with this right now and this temptation is bothering you lately shows that you do not want to truly give into sin. You want to do good but the heart is against your mind. " The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak." (Matthew 26:41)
>>142350
Just because we've seen ourselves into positions we've been brought to be in life, doesn't mean that we just allow it to happen and go with the flow of what life is bringing us down. You know that you want better in life, so why not take the first step to do something about it?
don't do this unless you want to have shit in your papers, just try to stop on your own
please use more vanilla stuff, and uninstall tor you dont need it
>>142353
Your first response to me is very true, you worded it much better than i
To your third response, with how apathetic i am towards life in general it is extremely hard to fix my issues or try to, luckily i’ve gotten on meds and somewhat have a direction, but some days are hard others are easy. I feel like im floating through life rather than steering
I have blood from every continent except Asia. I need my own fantaorange Soei to make my own Supermaya.
ongeugenics is getting out of hand, lovecraft warned us about this
I'll be the one to create the greyest, most exotic mystery meat baby, otherwise known as the WEF special blend espresso, or Martian. Antarctica would be where we belong. Antarctica vvill become Muttarctica.
nuzarty doesnt even ban people who say they jerk off to child porn on tor and already know theyre going to be a pedo in the future
and what good it would make to ban a random vpn address of a person that feels bad about his urges and confesses them
You are a dumb blank slatist who beliefs humans are inherently good and fixable. It is much more likely that pedophilia is just his innate characteristic that got revealed by porn, rather than directly caused by it. If not that, then at least inherent proclivity towards what is preverse
Not the dude you replied to but innately humans are fixable. Thats one of the Lord’s teachings
That is one of the theological mistakes of medieval europe, that later expanded into enlightenment, egalitarianism and race communism but got corrected by modern genetic science. Even if you take christianity, even there there is conflict between blank slatists like you and people who believe in central importance of primordial sin
>we shouldnt even bother to try and get people who actively watch cp out of the zarty
nuzartycaca... youre mentally retarded if you actually believe this
i have a feeling that youve never had to deal with people who actually have extreme mental illness. some people are too far gone and should just be lobotomized for the sake of everyone around them
and maybe it's my innate characteristic to be smarter than you and notice people differ in their openness to new experiences and not all experiences must be pleasurable and people can feel bad after especially when it comes to experiences that very much were not a part of the evolutionary pressures their ancestors had to endure when their genomes formed
in biology the only thing that matters ultimately is the reproductive success. if he manages to break his addiction, start a family, and have children, that will be a proof his genes are ok. it's not for you to decide.
i have a feeling you have less than no formal education in psychology and never had to deal with people who have serious mental illness. you may have a good soul and then believe that other people can also act like a mature autist like yourself (not bad) but a lot of goyim are unironically beyond saving
im not him but what is your experience with dealing with people with mentall illness doe
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