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I've been quite numb for a lot of my life, when you're abused as a child your brain shuts down to prevent the stress and this can go on for years
So i've experienced most of my life with this numb barrier that stopped me from truly feeling. I think about the archetypal loser for a while, this guy whom chicks have never batted an eye at him and has never experienced teen love, but i "did"
i got with this mentally ill female, and i couldn't feel anything for her, i was a father more than a boyfriend, just telling her what to do and to not cut herself, but i never felt anything for her, i think this is a worse fate than just not being able for women to notice you, i mean they don't notice me either, i just got lucky and got someone mentally ill and attention seeking enough to get with my ugly, fat and autistic self
this relationship left me feeling more numb than i actually was, i realized i couldn't hold a normal relationship with a human, it's not about being a loser anymore and just being antisocial and not being able to hold conversations (which all of those things i am guilty of anyways) it's about me not being able to actually connect with people
are you guys also obsessed with the ongezellig characters? i am a newfag truly, my first interaction with ongezellig was when i lurked the sharty back in 2024 and they were posting mymy, i never bothered to actually check out the series until about 1 week ago, she completely broke my numb dissociation years, but at what cost? all i can feel is pain
she hit all the nails for me, she's not real so she's not a human which i already have a hard time even interacting with, she's mentally ill like i am, she thinks almost exactly like i do, but this has become a curse, she's my ideal woman, but she's not real, i want to hold her, i want to help her, i want to cuddle with her, i want to stop her from crying, but i could never, this world is cold and the only meaning i could find is towards someone that doesn't exist.
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Soyconomics deals with the production of gems, engagement and memetic exchange.
Sovlcantilism was one oldest political soyconomies. It advocated that gem's value is derived from the amount of sovl each website has. As the value is finite, and gems cannot be extracted from sovl in unlimited amounts, each site needs to maintain maximal amount of gem and sovl inside. To maximize amount of sovl, site needs to limit adaptation of too many newfags and foreign memes, while exporting the power of it's own culture and assimilated users outside. Had an influence on early 4cuck, kiwifarms and butthurt oldfags.
Coalesian economics - assumes that gems are not due to inherent qualities, but due to their social utility. This means that the amount of gems only partially depends on the amount of original sovl. With the increased engagement, more users create new posts, increasing overall amount of gems. Thus, when the board stagnates, jannies should print more coal to increase engagement with forced drama and clittyleaking over coal. New gems produced from larger pph will overall compensate amounts of coal, which will be forgotten anyway. This school had a large influence on the Frootist and Quotist administrations.
Gemian School opposes Coalesians. Production of gems contains large uncertainties, new gems are unpredictable and vivian. In modern, interconnected fandoms and imageboards, moderation has no way of knowing which artificial engagement will lead to more gems, and which is a cancer killing the site. Even more, modern jannies cannot ever know, only guess which posts userbase considers gemmy and which are coally. Therefore, only unconstrained, free userbase can produce maximal amount of gems. This school of Soyconomics was important in Sootism and Luteism. 6 replies omitted.
Anyway, Sovlcantilism - gem=scarce,finite sovl. To maintain sovl, limit newfags and offsiter coal and force your memes on the offsite. Coalesians - more engagement=more gems, jannies force coal to boost gem production. Gemians - gems=organic, uncertain. Limit power of jannies to boost the amount of gems
Aguguniggers don't even hide it anymore, they groom people into their fetish lmaoooo
agugu abuse is not cool
it's the same as bmt or other shitskin torture media where they torture innocent little creatures
Not really agugu abuse, she just got scared by momo.
it's still doing harm for your own enjoyment, even if it's not physical
I would never hurt agugu's.
Zaryans... Why is the list so shallow?
- You must know about the loudness war. It has been on since vinyl era and still continues. Basically labels are making the music louder and use a lot of compressors decreasing the dynamic range, it's only good for poorfags with cheap earbuds. Peak of loudness war was 2005-2010. I advise you to not get remastereds of old albums and instead search for older discs or their rips.
- Talking about discs, did you know that music industry often don't put high quality master recordings on CDs now and often put compressed MPEG audio on it making their CDs a scam. Same with a lot of modern vinyl, a lot of modern vinyl is also a scam on which they record MPEGs and the soundengineering is not even that good. Lately there's been a trend of cassettes and they are even a bigger scam since pretty much all new ones are recorded on cheap chink tanashin knockoff mechanism which is not even true stereo, does not use noise reduction and HX.
- Platforms such as youtube, spotify and other streaming platforms use loudness normalization which ruins frequencies, if you downloaded mp3s from youtube then congrats you downloaded good packaged shit.
Verdict: Fuck it, just torrent rips from rutracker, don't waste your money and if you want physical then make it yourself.
THIS IS A BLADEE THREAD NOW!!1!!
What's your favourite Bladee song? I personally really like 7-Eleven as I really like the way all the parts of the song comes together to create such a /calm/ing song.
Ru-tracker? You want me to use some zigger shit to download soundtracks and all? No I mean sounds pretty reasonable, I guess I'll follow this advice
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this person is followed by and replies to every single pedophile ever. and there are like 5 different freaks posting soymy including an actual tranny.
this has ruined my day, I think I literally hate all of you.
you are getting heated, relax. zartybulls own you and that's okay
ZELLIGPEDOS GRAVE SITE AREA 51 NUKE TESTING ZONE
SHARTY GODS=HEAVEN PROTECTED BY GOD END OF EVOLUTION PEAK SUPER DUPER HUMAN ANGELS
STAY MAD ZELLIG CUCK
the gugus are smart and helpful and harmless and want to help koos with his website
dont fall for it this agugu is evil and up to no good, last time agugu ran agugu.exe it was the biggest misteak of my life
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