>>82332i wonder if i am that one… since i have the chance to say it i might do it, i've been enjoying my stay here a lot, i mean i've been barely over on the 'arty, it's boring there filled with baitery and other faggotry with niggers while here i can just be around other fellas who are quite enjoyable. i don't consider myself a zaryan as i don't want to make it less valuable, the zaryan race is something special, you people are truly amazing and i can only strive to be like you but i never will be, and that's okay! i love this place a lot, every day i wake up and after some mundane bullshit i have to do the moment i get to muh set up i go straight here, i look through the logs, looking if there were any gemmie things. i post and enjoy my time here. frankly, drawing is not my best thing or however you would say it, i did however make.. a small thing, a small video to show just how much i love her, maya… i love her a lot, every day every hour every MINUTE. i think of her. i appreciated the support i got from every single one of you, who related to the video thingy, unfortunately it also sparked a bit of a debate there, as of course it would, some just can not comprehend that you can love someone without wanting to do some vile messed up shit to them. pretty sad, but well. where was i again? oh right it was i think about me basically waking up with the zarty and hey i even go to sleep with the zarty! no one reads my snca of course and i get it. but i enjoy writing this, it's… almost therapeutic or whatever. it makes me almost calmer in a sense. this place may not fully love me, but i fully love it. i love every single one of you! besides the racebait niggers and other faggots like those you get what i mean not that anyone is even reading this though. this place is truly great! i am grateful to be here! at first the whole low pph seemed rather sad to me. but as many times as i already said it, i grew to love this place, more than the 'arty it self. i couldn't be myself there, well i could. and i was, but some faggots were not happy that there were still people enjoying 'zellig, people who love maya… this place is just great! it makes a lot of people creative or at least try to! it gives the opportunity for anyone to try to make something themselves! like me for example trying to draw, well that was a rather terrible attempt but i still tried! there's also another project i've been working on a bit, not sure where it'll go but for now just trying to recreate the scenes from 'zellig the rooms and so on in 'blox, trying to keep it as accurate was pretty nice as well, though rather slow lately as i've been feeling REALLY tired lately like ALWAYS. i don't know why, but i just wake up, maybe have a couple hours where i'm fine and then i'm just tired as fuck. it doesn't matter if i did or didn't do anything, i'm just tired… oh man i already wrote a mile of text again! how amazing! i'm sure someone will LOVE scrolling past all this bullshit to read something actually decent. i know i'm more of a burden to this place probably, but i'm grateful to be here, to be allowed to just be myself and relax a little with other people alike! i love you all! may who ever actually dared to read through all of this bullshit be blessed.