/zellig/ - Ongezellig

I can't believe out of everything ever happened to me, zellig has taken a massive toll on my mental health. At home I think about zellig, at school I think about zellig, before sleeping I think about zellig. I cry sometimes and get extremely sad that Zellig doesn't get more episodes. I don't want to come across as a degenerate but the fixation I have for this show is like a drug. I can't go more than an hour not consuming Zellig media. I spend most of my days mindlessly scrolling on this site trying to have conversations with the rest of the fanbase. Never in my life I have wasted so much time on something this miniscule. I have a whole life ahead of me and maybe this is a phase. Maybe I will forget zellig eventually after a few months. For now, I can't focus at anything other than zellig. I skip going outside and hanging out with friends just to see more zellig. I feel weak, mentally and physically. I need a break.