No.116783
>>116780brapped too much and drowned in xer own shit cause his mom and tyrone were, ahem, to busy to check on him.
No.116786
>>116780im still writing
ive just been avoiding this website because if im going to be honest, its 1. not great for me mentally, and is 2. a massive distraction from my writing
i'm gonna leave the site for good when this first chapter is out, because im also not very proud of the stuff ive said here and mostly said it because i was being impulsive and thought it'd be funny. though now since im actually considering a career in writing, being on this website would likely hinder the ability for that to be possible, and considering i dont believe ant of the shit ive said (again, did it out of impulse to either fit in or be funny), it'd really fucking suck for that to be the reason why i cant do what i love
its better to admit i went down the wrong path and said the wrong shit because i was impulsive, than to deny it and stay on the path
>tl;dr wordswordswords im still writing but im leaving or whatever No.117425
>>115674it’s gonna be the 20th or later geg
No.117485
>>117427also don’t go off any posts that hint at the plot, it’s completely changed to the point where it’s basically a different story (which is probably why it’s taken so long) though I am sticking to this plot so it won’t take like 3 thrembillion years to write 2 chapters
No.117488
>>117485thanks. i love you too, little buddy
No.118007
>>117570more red circles and arrows needed for clarity
No.118026
>>118023I wonder which day and mouth it comes out?
No.118027
darkwolf you will bleed
No.118429
>>118427i literally cut the 2nd half of the chapter id been tearing my hair out over because i realized today that it added nothing (i actually realized it a few days ago, but i succumbed to the sunk cost fallacy and continued on anyway, wasting more of my time)
if you ever write, please dont tear your hair out over the first few drafts, you're likely going to delete it anyway
No.118430
>>118429the 1st draft was ~2k words
then i was planning to have it around 1k-1.5k words
now its at 690, and will probably be only around 750 when it releases
fuck my life
ill have a better explanation when its actually out, because it will not look like i worked on it for 3 months
i fucking hate my life
No.118431
>>118430what are you writing am new to the thread
No.118432
>>118431ill say when it releases
dont go off previous posts they represent nothing of what the plot is right now
though i will say its not a very original concept, its been done before
No.118433
>>118432actually gatekeeping the plot is really fucking retarded so heres the description thats gonna be with it:
<plebbit space>After a failed suicide attempt, Maya is sent to a Psychiatric Facility to treat her mental problems. But with her resistance to opening up, only her symptoms being treated, her mental health doesn’t improve whatsoever, and with the new pressure of having to look happy after being discharged, Maya is only one bad day away from mentally imploding
>Again…<plebbit spaceoh my soy, maya trying to ACK herself, so heckin original
I KNOW ITS NOT ORIGINAL at least maya trying to ACK herself isnt, but i think the rest of the plot of maya getting worse would be enticing enough to make it stand out or something like that
No.118434
>>118433spelling and grammatical errors in said description will be fixed when it does come out or whatever
No.118435
>>118433gatekeeping an unfinished project's plot is not retarded at all wtf
No.118437
>>118435oh well now you know geg
No.118438
>>118433>I KNOW ITS NOT ORIGINAL You say you've worked on it for 3 months, i'd say that's pretty original
<Just prioritize quality over quantitty i guess. There's always many branches of an idea and finding the most beautiful isn't always boring
No.118439
>>118438i guess thats true, but considering how much the plot has evolved from where it started, i basically wrote 3 different stories over the course of those 3 months.
ive just settled on this one because it made sense, and i actually knew where i wanted to take the plot
No.118440
>>118437you dumb nigger you stupid fucking nigger
No.118441
>>118438though sometimes "quality" really gets to my head, as i obsess over stupid words, thus wasting time, but im confident in saying that its a lot better than some other fanfictions (though that bar is insanely low, meaning that this probably isnt that great either)
No.118443
>>118441>meaning that this probably could've worded it better but yeah, don't waste time over unimportant bs, don't get sidetracked…
>>118442big luv
No.118621
>>118425im releasing my coal on the 30th
No.118994
After 3 months of nothing, i finally released my nothingburger
https://archiveofourown.org/works/76552636/chapters/200346226If you wanna know why it took so long, i stated why in previous posts
>>116786Read this if you wish to know why i am leaving, but i do wish to add to it a bit
Im leaving because this site does not represent who i am.
I dont believe that races are superior or inferior to one another, i dont believe in any nazi ideology, and i honestly couldnt give a shit about trans people.
ive said horrible shit that i do not believe, because i wanted to fit in. i wanted to break who i was and shove myself into a place where i didnt belong, and yet EVEN AFTER THAT POST, i still kept saying shit. Not under this username, no, but i still said shit, because my ego wasnt letting me give up. but now that i TRULY have taken my head out of my ass and finally just fucking admit that i went down the wrong path and should just leave.
I know that was really incoherent, and i know i was still saying shit in that weird chatroom last night, i know all of that, but i just woke up this morning, and finally remembered that this place is not for me, never was for me, and never will be for me. im lucky i realized it now, and not when it already jeapordized my career
I know that was really incoherent, but its the best i can come up with right now, and i will not be returning to this site ever again.
goodbye
No.118996
>>118994see you next week
No.119000
The people on this website love to cannibalize each other at every opportunity.
No.119001
>>119000This is the nature of soycacas, to live by drama and die by drama.
We can't have nice things
No.119013
>>119000No one has asked him to do any of those things to be fair, it was completely 100% his decision. There's also no rules about acting like that, people forget that the culture isn't enforced and is largely a tradition to be tended to
No.119042
>>119001What else is there to seek? You're all lazy, unproductive, cunts - who refuse to be hospitable at every opportunity.
Surprisingly enough, despite all your performative racism, you're the niggers of le Ongezellig fagdom.
I suppose it's just a coincidence that, magically - everybody who disagrees with you or happens to be different from you in some way, is ascertained to be a deviant or a pedophile, with little to no evidence.
It's too often that you people act like a delusional hivemind. "Everybody who disagrees with me is a pedophile." In what way is this any different from: "Everybody who disagrees with me is a Nazi."?
>>119013Yeah, you need rules to not be niggers, because god knows you can't be trusted with your freedom.
No.119045
>>119042calm down writerfail we're your friends
No.119046
>>119042Hopefully you die raped by Jews soon
Nigger
No.119047
im smoking that good kush
No.119050
What else is there to seek? You're all lazy, unproductive, cunts - who refuse to be hospitable at every opportunity.
Surprisingly enough, despite all your performative oldfaggotry, you're the newfags of le 4channel.
I suppose it's just a coincidence that, magically - everybody who disagrees with you or happens to be different from you in some way, is ascertained to be a moralfag or a pedophile, with little to no evidence.
It's too often that you people act like a delusional hivemind. "Everybody who disagrees with me is a moralfag." In what way is this any different from: "Everybody who disagrees with me is a Nazi."?
Yeah, you need rules to not be pedophiles, because god knows you can't be trusted with your freedom.
No.119058
>>119057
It's like a constant, and we don't even have to prove ourselves to anyone, we created pretty much everything of importance and completed our goals, that is making Ongezellig popular with a substantial chud audience and integrated into the broader RW, to not count the booru (the biggest standing btw), other things we specifically created and the influence we've had downstream. Now we can simply relax and do things when we want them and if we want them, we don't have to appease anyone but ourselves
No.119060
>>119042possible falseflag
No.119061
>>119060More like possible seethe, either way it's funny