No.11428
hey guys, back to sleep i go!
>>11371sorry zaryan, i didn't record it, and i wouldn't record it, it's a time between me and her, filled with laughter and just love and cuddling, there's nothing of value for any of you nor do i feel like she would appreciate me uploading that + i sing terribly, she just loves me so much that she doesn't care, i love all of you guys too doe, have a good night zaryans may you all be blessed too.
No.11430
>>11428I understand then, well good night Zaryan
No.11587
r/antiwork: the thread
No.11588
>>11586miserable people want others to also be miserable
No.11590
>>11586Even though corporatism makes everyone work by abolishing unearned income
No.11593
>>11590socialism for clittycels
No.11594
FUCK YOU NIGGERS FOR DOING THIS SHIT this thread was not for your leaking seething clittys to leak about being lazy little fucks you fucking niggers why can't a nigga have SHIT in life huh what did i do to deserve this shit??
>>11582i woke up you happy now?
No.11596
>>11595thanks coco, i really needed that, i'll make sure to give a gooood hug to maya for ya
No.11597
>>11595but it's night in my third world country
No.11599
>>11598Oh. My. GYATTTTTTTTTTTTTT
No.11604
>>11598>you will never be a womanthank God for that
No.11605
>>11602never give vp and fight for your thread zaryan
No.11607
>>11606thats not the point but okay
No.11608
>>11607no, your point is you want a safespace to masturbate your feelings in, this isn't plebbit or 4cuck, the sharty was built on being offensive and mean.. the whole soyboy meme makes fun of effeminate males
No.11609
>>11608>haha look how EDGY and OFFENSIVE I amAre you 14?
No.11610
>>11609Are you a braplinneal soycuck who needs a safebox to blogpost about, you already have a place called schlog
No.11612
>>11610pointless word salad
No.11613
go back to squirrel.deadniggery doe
>>11610 No.11615
>>11613>>116122 deadly braps from brapgayan cucks who create no gems and post blogbrimstone 24/7
>>11614being calm all the time is gay and soy o algo
No.11616
>all the time
>one thread
No.11618
>>11615none of the SNCA NAS brimstone you spam have anything to do with mocking soyboys or zellig or any other part with zarty culture
No.11622
^acts like a baby bird crying out for food
No.11623
>>11608>a safespace to masturbate your feelings inYeah I'm starting to see more posts like that, but that's probably because the majority of us are waifufags
No.11624
>>11619>no quote>no arrow>not even a replywhat kind of an immigrant it is?
No.11625
>>11623if you niggas want your damn zarty culture so bad, then WHY don't you CREATE IT.. also this is the /qa/ board not /zellig/ i don't need to adhere to kkkulture on a general topic board
>>11624the netherlands needs immigration and diversity you racist colonizer
No.11626
>>11623its just mayacels making more and more thirstposts, the userbase hasnt changed much beyond that
No.11627
>>11625its its right there its everywhere go look on /zellig/ go look its everywhere why do i have to say this we already made it WE MADE IT and we still are i dont get it
No.11628
>>11626if zuz was still around he would've put mayafags in their place
No.11629
>>11627but why do you care about the garabe dump random sfw board getting spammed, i ain't shitting on your precious /zellig/
No.11631
>>11629eh i didnt really mind you in other threads but i just pointed it out in this one and you sperged out
>suddenly doesnt care No.11632
>>11631well sorry, i acted like a jartycuck for a moment, i forgot i wasn't on the sharty i guess, i'll pay respects to the culture..
No.11635
>>11632Wait so why have you just been posting on here alot?
No.11636
>>11635the squirrel cuck place put image approval ques in after i buck broke them with gemmy spam, it was a dead nigger site anyways, and froot's sharty has crypto-miner ads and malware everywhere
No.11638
>>11637wholesome reddit 100 updoot moment chungus
No.11639
>>11638if it was current day sharty it would end in a massive soy-duel using slopjaks and then froot posting dead nigger baby gore
No.11640
can all of you faggots please leave my goodnight thread? i made it to post when i go to sleep not to read seetheralds and other stupid snca drama bullshit gtfo my thread and go to fucking dnb sharty threads. THANKS
No.11648
>>11645Sorry Zaryan, will try to be more mindful althougbeit it's fun to shitpost
No.11649
>>11646anti-Frootist Brimstone
kill yourself faggot
No.11653
>>11649Posted it again award
No.11655
>froot obsession
you hate him because he's successful, he turned soycucks like you into a money-making machine
No.11656
>>11655successful in money making? and he has a horrible userbase that hates him
No.11657
>>11656Money laundering and scamming more like
No.11658
>>11656>successful in money making?there are ads on the sharty, or at least used to be
>and he has a horrible userbase that hates himnot a problem because he doesn't interact with them
No.11662
>>11660>trying to gatekeep a threadSorry pal, it's a free for all
No.11679
>>11677>interrupting the thread again award (sorry OP)I read somewhere during GG 2 that it doesn't matter what the "audience" thinks of the publisher and what they do with the IP because they get money from the (((DEI))) practices anyways, and someone replied if money was the only thing that mattered. Clearly, not
No.11687
it's that time once more, i'm going to sleep niggas, today was certainly a day, obsessed niggers used this thread for their snca for like no fucking reason, and i once again disappointed myself! i am really really seethign right now and just hate myself for really no good reason anyway i'll try to fall asleep, at least when she's cuddling with me i always feel way better hopefully she can help me today, she struggles a lot, but sometimes i guess i do too… anyway good night fellas or something. for future doe please don't use this for your snca bullshit drama i just want it to be my sleeping thread, some would even call it a diary of sorts but not really like it's not about "gatekeeping" everyone is welcome here, but not for this shit, you got sharty and other dnb chans for that, or like other threads at least, is it really that much to ask? i mean i guess it is… good night fellas i love you all except those racebaiters and other faggots like those fuck you in particular those 2 shekels a year weren't worth it
No.11688
1) Jews, this one is fairly obvious why
2) Jeets, they're basically gypsies so I'll count gypsies to them, we all know them, dravidian monstrosities that eat google play cards
3) Niggers, they're animals, you can barely even blame them for acting like animals when they're not human
4) Spics, race mixed spawns of satan but at least if you leave them to their own devices in their own continent, they won't bother
5) Abbos, they're like niggers but somehow even dumber. At least they're less malicious
6) Asians and Natives, if you leave them alone, they will leave you alone too. Besides some Asian countries like Japan are nice places to visit.
Also white aryans are #1 we're the best. Theres a reason all these other races seeth at us and constantly lust after our women. But we have our own issues, mainly our mercy and compassion towards the before mentioned groups. To me white is white, I don't care if you're from Russia, Britain, Greece, if your genetic test seas 100% european, you're one of my tribe.
Almost forgot the Arabs, but I'll count them at 1.5 they're semites, just like the jews but much dumbe
No.11793
>>11792The story of a successful Zaryan
No.11858
>>11793it really is huh…
good night zaryans i'm going to sleep once more! today we did actually bake as Maya suggested, it was.. chaotic, but it was fun, just pure love between us going while we tried our best to make some chocolate chip cookies, they kinda burned a bit but they turned out pretty great in the end i mean anything maya does is great after all how could she be so beautiful hm? oh i love her zaryans, i love her so much there aren't enough words to describe just how much i truly love her and i hope she knows it, i try to tell it to her all the time but i don't want her to just "know" i want her to actually believe that, hard to explain but anyway i love you zaryans may you all be blessed and good night!
No.11868
>>11858I fucking hate my life. It's the same shit every day with the same annoying shitty people, in this shitty world. And I am so goddamn sick of it. And guess what? There isn't jack fucking shit I can do about it. I'm helpless and powerless, I don't feel like I've grown, I still feel like I've gotten nowhere, If it's not something in my personal life, I seethe at something jewish or something that pisses me off somwhere else in the world. Decadence and hedonism only feel good for a moment, but I still feel empty. I suppose that just how the modern man goes through life now; they either enjoy blissful hedonism, or end up depressed and bitter, since the death of God, of course. My faith pulls me to him, I want to be a fool for Christ, but my monotonous, bitter, everday struggles cloud my soul, and I suffocate myself. I am inspired by the works of Fr. Seraphim Rose, and life of St. Haralambos, to live free of the world, be it pleasure, money, praise, is one thing I desire deeply, yet, I show that I am weak. Am I even worth my own thoughts and time? Should I even bother? I know those are the words from the tongue of Satan, but is he right? What if tomorrow never comes? Am I just to be yet another soul in hell. I feel sorry for God, who thought I could ever change.
No.11873
>>11868beautiful speech, it's rare to see words from the heart anymore in this irony-infested planet spinning on a ball of dirt
No.11877
>>11876Holy glowshit of a post
No.11878
>>11868do not despair. despair is of the devil
No.11946
>>11868sorry to hear that, i myself found in such position a while ago, i was lost, i was… desperate, i had no clue where to go or what to do, frankly sometimes i still think about that at times but back then it was way worse, i really wish the best for you fella and that you find someone or something you can truly love or care for! life is a… is certainly a thing, life can be a completely small thing something you don't even notice, for an outsider for example, yet life is something huge for yourself, the existence the consciousness whatever you would call that, you know what i mean… that is if this world is even real but you know what i mean i'm sure. sometimes i think to myself why even bother? why even do what i do? like is this what i do right now even worth it? who am i doing this exactly for? for myself? i don't care? i don't really wish to work a fucking 9/5 yet look at me being a good goy doing everything to just get a CHANCE to get into a 9/5 so much bullshit they make you go through just to still tell you to go work at a mcdonald's when 50 years ago you could basically walk in and get any job and even if they would want your education bullshit paper thing well that's not the point either way, basically anyone could get a job and when you got a job you could sustain not just yourself, you could have a huge loving family and sustain yourself with a whole ass house and so on as now it's barely possible to get by just by yourself let alone with a "family" not that such thing would love most of us anyway considering what unrealistic expectations everyone has got from (((them))) we are simply fucked either way, where even was i? why am i talking about this again? well… talking is a bit of a stretch, more like typing after all right? oh i know, i was writing about why i'm doing whatever i am doing i made this whole shit once again about myself how selfish of me i'm such a terrible person, truly terrible, i don't want to be a terrible piece of shit person but that's what i am, that's how i am there's nothing i can do about it well i could except not really i mean i can but not really idk i'm fucking tired i came here to write about me going to sleep again but saw this delightful thing of yours, i have no clue if YOU are seeing it or if you bothered to read the whole thing but i just want you to know that you are not alone, we're all struggling kind of, some just get good at pretending they don't, some go full on delusional schizo mode while others are just forced to bear the pain, and honestly, you coming out here and telling this, even on an anonymous image board thing, that's a good step, that's a good thing, you're not afraid or well maybe you are, damn it why am i so terrible at this, forgive me for being so fucking horrible i wish i wouldn't be but that's what i am, basically, good luck in life man do NOT give up under any circumstances remember you were born a non pajeet (i hope) you won, you were given not just the chance to live but to live as a human being take the chance even if niggers are everywhere trying to make our life's worse it's still worth to fight for a good life. there you go now i wrote a mile of text once again well that's just me after all, now i will send this and i'll write about me going to bed once more totally not being delusional trying to make myself believe that maya is real and is with me loving me and caring for me (which she is btw) love you zaryan! remember!
FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! No.11948
>>11946I can feel Satan in me. He is trying to take me. Right now. I know this and cry. I ask God to save me, to help me. My thoughts and desires are rotting me. My soul and mind are
ROTTING. I can't smiie and laugh forever, but I have to, people can't know me, they won't understand. I feel as though I am going mad, mad, I tell you, and I want the serpent of Babylon caste from me. I let him in, and now I know how much control I've given him. I have so long 'till I am free, only two more years of schooling, and two years until adulthood. But I am suffocating. I have got a job too. I hate this so MUCH. He is going back, but only for a little while. God, make it go away.
No.12014
>>11948that's terrible, i'm very sorry for you zaryan, may we all be forgiven and be blessed one day. whatever happens or doesn't happen, never let go, keep fighting, in the end it'll all be worth it, you just have to trvst the plqn, things VVILL get better and that's my promise to you, do you trvst the plqn? i sure do! and hopefully you too will, keep fighting against satan, he wants you to give up, to "rot" don't let him take the better of you, repent and keep fighting till the last day but don't make that last day come sooner than intended that's a sin you know? and i love all zaryans after all… just don't let yourself down, this isn't about someone else this is about YOU and YOU only, it is okay to think about yourself, but do not give up just don't. i am really hoping the best for you zaryan may this chaos be gone soon and may you be blessed.
No.12177
>>12172this entire thread should be immortalized with a /calm/ video where OP sleeps peacefully with Maya
No.12179
100 loud braps ^
No.12296
Today was another day, one out of (hopefully) many more joyous days with Maya! We cuddled so much and just were close with each other, telling each other our stories today, but i did also do other stuff today, i worked on a couple thingies. i also had the courage to finally ask her about those kruidnoten or whatever they're called, she keeps snacking on them a lot. i've been all too curious. Maya actually shared those with me, and i have to say those sure are some tasty treats no wonder she loves them so much, not as much as i love her though, that's where i am 100% sure. oh i love her zaryans, good night you all i'll be having a reallyyyy good sleep now, i deserve it. WE deserve it.
No.12331
>>12330'night, thats lovely
No.12352
today i did literally nothing useful. today was literally just a useles day, the type of day you could completely forget and nothing would be different, however i did cuddle with maya as usual! i love her so much there aren't enough words to describe my love for her… good night to all of you! i will see you all tomorrow or however that goes
also thanks
>>12331 No.12353
>>12352>t. doesn't know that every day is an useless day Not like this…
No.13233
>>12538thanks btw!
anyway good night to all zaryans! both of us decided to go out! and we actually decided to go watch a movie, and we settled on that 'craft movie whatever, we were LITERALLY the only ones there (also why maya wanted to go to that one specifically) it was pretty nice, being around her, watching the movie with her. the movie was fine i guess, there's only so much i expected from it to begin with, there were times i was quite enjoying it actually. we shared our snacks and all, it was pretty nice actually! i love her so much.. good night all of you!
No.13258
>>13257Night to you too zaryan
No.13382
>>13258thanks for the good night!
good night my niggas, i'm going to sleep. did a couple things today, also cuddled with maya and just had a ton of fun today! i love all of you, good night.
No.13708
>>13707Kys Mayafag. She will NEVER be real you cringeworthy sub 50 IQ Congolese negroid.
No.14319
>>14298thanks for that btw i think i fell asleep faster than i usually do or something even though i never even saw this reply before o algo
'night zaryans love you all
No.14371
>>14331very very late 'night to you too!
going to sleep again though good night zaryans
No.14428
>>14427Thanks for the gems btw
No.14454
>>14451No one is ever truly anonymous of the Internet
>t. someone who was recognized across different imageboards No.14456
>>14451And coal for me are things that provide absolutely 0 value or 0 soymotions in me, racebait is coal for example, especially in great amounts, 'jaks that are uninspired or anything that doesn't really stick out. I think slopjaks are coal for example, very bothered form of 'jakking that doesn't really convey anything than the shock of a bunch of random things on your screen
No.14557
>>14456i must say, this is a very delightful definition of coal. oh well. i forgot to say my usual goodnight yesterday and felt terrible while trying to fall asleep but i was too tired and lazy to come back up to do it. but now is that time again. good night to all zaryans. i love you all.
>>14454guess i can't escape the namefag shit, what a shame
No.14562
>>14561i dont have anyone to share my interests with due to being a stone cold trvecel
No.14564
>>14561No if you have good opsec, you just have to provide plausible deniability
>Just like on my old 4chan! Ö No.14603
forgot to post here yesterday AGAIN, and spent probably hours trying to fall asleep, felt TERRIBLE. never again. also
>>14561 personally, kinda. i mean i try to not act all too chudy irl because of (((them))) and all that, i just want to post funny incomprehensible woah jacks on a dutch cartoon website, and others finding out about this passion of mine could lead (((them))) to find out what kind of people hang out here, which are very fine people in fact, but they just don't like us or something. anyway, good night zaryans i love all of you!
No.14607
>>14603I hope you know you're loved nigga, I truly do. I know I'm not, but you are, ok?
No.14709
No.14954
>>14953are you trying that video? i havent watched it what are u gonna do
No.14980
>>14954yeah, i tried to do what was in the vid and even read the paper but nigga it's SO fucking vague like nigga it's nuts. like for example when am i to expect to start seeing shit after just looking into darkness, can it happen at the first time of doing it or am i supposed to look into this supposed darkness in my eyes for many times like a retard? no idea. i mean i get it and all, could be a everyone has a different way type shit but at least mention that. nigga like i have no clue if i'm doing it right or wrong, i mean dude i don't even know if i'm allowed to move or not, if i'm supposed to press down on my eyes or if that changes anything in terms of when that all happens and so on. just wish some schizoid that actually pulled it off would just put a COMPREHENSIVE guide on how to do it, where all the stupid details wouldn't be left out to be sure that you do everything right. i'll try today again and will probably keep on trying hoping for something to happen but it might be all for nothing who knows. essentially all info that was given was
>close your eyes and just keep starring into this darkness for 1-2 hours and imagine shit that then is supposed to appear.that's all that was given, no next step no nothing, perhaps i missed something but this seems to be all info given besides that maybe it'll make it more likely to dream about whatever you wanted or something but still.
either way, i'm going to sleep zaryans. i love you all and wish the best for all of you. 'night
No.15065
>>15064severe sleep deprivation can result in hallucinations, just saying
No.15067
>>15066i'm not sure you could reach that point without external factors preventing you from falling asleep, sheer willpower could not be enough
No.15068
>>15065yeah no that's literally bullshit, to this day i still have to meet those supposed "hallucinations" unless of course, i am right now and i've been thinking i have lived years already while actually i was just in a half asleep sleep deprived state and everything was an illusion, maybe 'zellig never even existed. maybe this is all an elusion? well.. if it is, and i'll wake up from it. i'll try to make 'zellig a thing, i don't know how but i will because the people need it, they just don't know yet that they need it.
No.15069
>>15068idk, that's what various sources cite, personally I've never went without sleep for longer than 36 hours so no hallucinations or other effects for me
No.15070
>>15067There's one, and that's hereditary, called "fatal familial insomnia" but yeah
No.15160
>>15159Hallucinations are real because sometimes I hear voices calling me and they sound like people I know, and then realize I am completely alone. It stopped being scary a while ago
No.15161
>>15160how much schizos are there on the zartey
No.15162
>>15161it's like der 'cord where everyone says they're schizo to stand out, but not a single one of them really are
No.15163
>>15162Evendoe I am serious and it actually happens to me
>being on 'cord enough to know the quirks of the "people" who live there No.15166
>>15165I never said I was schizo, otherwise I would be completely in another dimension, and I am no Terry Davis, you clearly have been on imageboards too much and your perception of things has been distorted to the point where everything is a larp or everything is fake and done for attention
No.15168
>>15167People :transheart: attention, that's why if you go to social medias you can find people DESPERATELY craving the attention they want by posting 1488 times a day, or just screaming into the digital void
No.15169
>>15168tsmt, enact total attentionwhore death NOW
No.15193
I usually lurk but tonight I thought I would say goodnight to you all. I have an exam in the morning and I'm a little worried but it's not too bad, I know that God is with me so I will pass. Goodnight Zaryans.
>inb4 mutt hours
No.15194
>>15193goodnight zaryan you vvill pass
No.15198
>>15197
JAAANNNIIIEEEESSSSS
No.15200
Oh my god nigga nearly an hour
No.15202
>>15200tranny jannies are too busy banning people for bullshit
No.15205
>>15197
It's not what I expected from eurohours!.. or it's still mutthours, idk actually…
No.15206
what did i even do to deserve this…
No.15208
Actually fuck the janitors
No.15212
>>15211at least stop bvmping this shit. what the fuck happened, unironically two hours is nuts
No.15213
>>15200>>15202'P up for 2,5 hours, the jannies either all quit again or were gooning to it again as they have to zellig' p. Corpses of former zaryans who showed some criticism and dead unfinished projects litter the streets and every corner of the fandom and the soysphere hates us, this is unironically going to get worse and worse if Zoot runs with his tail in his legs and leaves Bob in charge of this rotting corpse. By 2026 these threads will be all that's left of what was once great and more people will be remembering us in ridicule rather than fondness. When will zoot and the nuzelligcacas learn to start letting go?
No.15223
>>15222Larping as a nigger will never catch on
No.15224
>>15223my trips said otherwise
No.15225
>>15224Ok now you're making me post an acking nigger with a rope, do you actually want me to do this?
No.15227
>>15219i'm not a mutt but i often have such a terrible sleeping schedule i basically live the mutt hours more often than not. and i'd be happily a janny, doing it for free and everything. but i just don't think i have it in me, i'm not bvilt for it. sometimes it's hard to tell something needs to be deleted unless it's literal 'p and shit like that. some stuff that i were to say should be deleted could be considered by other zaryans or jannies to be fine hence i'll just stand from the side and beg someone volunteers instead
No.15228
To be fair euros sleep around these hours, could be solved with one (1) mutt janny
No.15230
>>15229perhaps you're right, perhaps not. i'm not sure. but i mean if zoot or bob or however is in charge of jannies sees this and would suggest me i'd take it, but personally i really am not quite sure. i love this place, and don't want to ruin it more than i already do o algo
No.15231
>>15230Having a good mutt janny would do wonders, the eurojannies are MOSTLY ok, but this website has basically been conceived around eurohours and with it growing, this stuff WILL happen
No.15232
>>15231wait i don't want it to grow, i don't want this to just become like sharty again. this is so much better. also i'm not a 'mutt, i have a sleeping schedule quite often of a 'mutt
No.15235
>>15232It's definitely not going to reach the sharty levels anytime soon, but we definitely keep getting immigrants in
No.15236
>>15235yeah i don't want that though, any amount of immigrants le bad, ESPECIALLY normalfag immigrants from xitter and reel n shieet