>>10873sadly i'm not really that often in church, i do believe and all but we just kinda don't really go which i really hate myself for and yet i can't bring myself to go there idk how to explain, i'm a sinner just like anyone else really there's a reason we're all on earth at this moment, but we may be forgiven for them by necessary means and what not. The whole believing thing is a touchy subject for many truly, but i believe or at least hope there is something after, i often overthink of what happens after death and it feels terrible we don't have a clear answer, we may chose to believe that there is something but we can not know for a fact, i try to trvst the plqn but here i am, may god bless us all and may we all be forgiven for all of our sins.