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I have problem with being lonely and I discovered radicalized groups to fill that void. I dont interact with people because of my trauma bring ignored and strict parenting, I grew up with internet and my parents didnt care about me, they just gave me other things but not being loved.My parents are divorced so i live with my mom. As time passed(I am 18 in college) I felt more social isolation, I didnt have friends in school before and it was small interactions because I thought they are too normie and boring. After school I went to college and its my first year of college, and I just feel lonely and I think nobody understands me and my mental problems. I tried to fill that void with being interested in radical groups and my mental health went down further making me more emotional and anrgy that when I went outside I just avoided any interactions or eye contact - only hate, but after being dissapointed in these groups I completely went on nihilistic mode. I started being apathetic and now its harder for me to do something because I simply dont care, even my assignment I started procrastinating and passing in at the day of deadline and playing games or doing nothing every day. Can someone give me and advice or words how to handle this situation (Sorry for My ESL english, I came to america 3 years ago aka at 2022 from post soviet country. And yes, I am not slavic, I try to assimilate but it sometimes hard when You remember you past times being in my post soviet country, also I forgot to mention I have OCD since covid and my hands sometimes be fucked up because i extensivly wash them with soap, so I use hand cream/lotion. I am also very shy, 172 cm and skinny cause I dont eat a lot)
>>21208
Yeah I grown insecure asf so I am eveb insecure about my orientation too
Yeah I grown insecure asf so I am eveb insecure about my orientation too
>>21209
people like you are primary target for groomers who will offer you an illusion of acceptance and community initially, so if you really need to interact with radicalized groups, try to find people who will groom you into not watching porn, eating healthy and working out instead of grooming you into taking hormones and mutilating your body
people like you are primary target for groomers who will offer you an illusion of acceptance and community initially, so if you really need to interact with radicalized groups, try to find people who will groom you into not watching porn, eating healthy and working out instead of grooming you into taking hormones and mutilating your body
>>21211
Ehh I am not into lgbt shit, if anything I am on black magik SS culture larp with rituals, but thats to fill the void
Ehh I am not into lgbt shit, if anything I am on black magik SS culture larp with rituals, but thats to fill the void
>>21211
Grooming me into trans or lgbt community is really hard because I hate even if I feel nihilistic
Grooming me into trans or lgbt community is really hard because I hate even if I feel nihilistic
as for procrastination which is the most immediate problem I think (if you stop procrastinating, you will start doing things that will unfuck your life eventually), I don't have links nearby now, but it's mostly caused by untrue perception of how difficult and unpleasant the task you need to do is, then you stress out with the vision of doing it, and then you get even more stressed out with what happens if you don't do it, so a good start would be to when you have an assignment try to judge accurately how much work it will be and how much time it will take, and maybe divide into smaller tasks. also never listen to music or try to multitask with shitposting or scrolling when doing something unpleasant, just focus at the task at hand
Funny, I discovered radical groups because I'm dissatisfied with the political system, not cause there's anything wrong with me
>>21217
I enjoy some radical groups, they're fun, interesting, and nice to get info on.
also which country? saying Soviet Doesn't cut for me, cause there are a lot of ex-Soviet nations that aren't Slavic (and I know Slavic nations that don't have slavic peoples), so I want to know.
I enjoy some radical groups, they're fun, interesting, and nice to get info on.
also which country? saying Soviet Doesn't cut for me, cause there are a lot of ex-Soviet nations that aren't Slavic (and I know Slavic nations that don't have slavic peoples), so I want to know.
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Its really hard to explain my problem because its deep and half of people dont understand it (unless he rerad some philosophy books) and I feel so lonely
. I dont know how to socialize and how to start. I spent time reading philosophies, idead(Evola, Mishima and others) and sometimes it chills me and give meaning for live, or doing some shitposting. In my culture they taught me to supress emotions if you are "man", I dont even know If I like girls or men, before I liked girls but now I just dont know Who I am or do I like girls or males (I dont like LGBTQ and other inclusive ahit if you are interested). I also grew up very insecure person, I cant just start socializing because I eould think this person would find me annoying (I tried once and heard thme saying "he is so annoying", probably because I was too talkative to them idk, it happened at high school In america) . My insecurity grew up too, I cant even trust a person To feel secure I need to fully control them and know their background because I am obsessed aith purity(Extremist ideology and philosophy affected too) I want to refill the void in my soul, But I feel insecure to do some steps
Sometimes I just really wanna cry long, but nobody understand my feelings or misinterprate so its just turns into Hate, and hatred only because Hate warms me, but when I starting memoring my real personality I get really emotional and might cry loud
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>>21226
Azerbaijan
Azerbaijan
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>>21230
Xir I am whit or something
Xir I am whit or something
>>21227
So yeah my mental health is fucked up and feel like its declining by internet
So yeah my mental health is fucked up and feel like its declining by internet
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>>21232
geg, shitskin, all turkic people are brown.
(this is bait BTW)
{even&doe they're lighter than blacks & pajeets}
I don't know why I wrote this
geg, shitskin, all turkic people are brown.
(this is bait BTW)
{even&doe they're lighter than blacks & pajeets}
I don't know why I wrote this
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>>21227
i kinda feel like this or something
i kinda feel like this or something
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People are always retarded, then they wonder why I am angry at them
>>21240
Serbia has hungarians, Romanians, and albanians
Slovakia has hungarians.
Poland has germans.
Bulgaria is Bulgaria and has turks.
Russian has Tatars, Chechens, Bashkir, Chuvashs, Avars, Armenians, Dargins, Kazakhs, Kumyks, Kabardins, Ingush, Lezgins, Ossetians, Yakuts, Azerbaijanis, Buryats, Mari, Udmurts,Tajiks, Uzbeks, Tuvans, Crimean Tatars, Karachays, Germans, Kalmyks, Laks, Roma, Tabasarans, Komi, Kyrgyz, Balkars, Turks, Cherkess / Circassians, Georgians, Adyghe, Mokshas, Eryas, Nogais, Koreans, Altay, Jews, Romanians(Moldovans), Khakas, Greeks, Nenets, Abazas, Turkmens, Evenks, Aghuls, Rutuls, Karelians, Khanty, Yazidis, Kurds, Polish, Evens, Chinese, Arabs Chukchi, Lithuanians, Tsakhurs, Mansi, Bulgarians, Nanais, Shors, Gagauz, Latvians, Abkhaz, Dolgans, Finnish, Vietnamese, Estonians, Indians, Koryaks, Nağaybäk, Veps, Assyrians, Soyots, Meskhetian, Nivkh, Talysh, Afghans, Selkups, Dungans, Itelmeni, Udis, Ulchs, Persians, Kumandins, Teleuts, Uygurs, Hemshins, Besermyan, Shapsugs, Yukaghir Inuit /Yupik, Kamchadals, Sami, Hungarians, Udege, Mongols, Ket, Krymchaks, Chuvans, Karakalpaks, Izhorians, Tofalar, Cubans, Nganasans, Japanese, Rusyns, Tats, Orochs, Karaites, Negidals, Pamiris, Pakistani, Aleut, Chulyms, Oroks, Enets, Swedes, Votes, and Kereks.
Serbia has hungarians, Romanians, and albanians
Slovakia has hungarians.
Poland has germans.
Bulgaria is Bulgaria and has turks.
Russian has Tatars, Chechens, Bashkir, Chuvashs, Avars, Armenians, Dargins, Kazakhs, Kumyks, Kabardins, Ingush, Lezgins, Ossetians, Yakuts, Azerbaijanis, Buryats, Mari, Udmurts,Tajiks, Uzbeks, Tuvans, Crimean Tatars, Karachays, Germans, Kalmyks, Laks, Roma, Tabasarans, Komi, Kyrgyz, Balkars, Turks, Cherkess / Circassians, Georgians, Adyghe, Mokshas, Eryas, Nogais, Koreans, Altay, Jews, Romanians(Moldovans), Khakas, Greeks, Nenets, Abazas, Turkmens, Evenks, Aghuls, Rutuls, Karelians, Khanty, Yazidis, Kurds, Polish, Evens, Chinese, Arabs Chukchi, Lithuanians, Tsakhurs, Mansi, Bulgarians, Nanais, Shors, Gagauz, Latvians, Abkhaz, Dolgans, Finnish, Vietnamese, Estonians, Indians, Koryaks, Nağaybäk, Veps, Assyrians, Soyots, Meskhetian, Nivkh, Talysh, Afghans, Selkups, Dungans, Itelmeni, Udis, Ulchs, Persians, Kumandins, Teleuts, Uygurs, Hemshins, Besermyan, Shapsugs, Yukaghir Inuit /Yupik, Kamchadals, Sami, Hungarians, Udege, Mongols, Ket, Krymchaks, Chuvans, Karakalpaks, Izhorians, Tofalar, Cubans, Nganasans, Japanese, Rusyns, Tats, Orochs, Karaites, Negidals, Pamiris, Pakistani, Aleut, Chulyms, Oroks, Enets, Swedes, Votes, and Kereks.
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i cry silently everyday and no one notices just like mayagugu
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>>21251
isn't Mayagugu looked after Ravi?
isn't Mayagugu looked after Ravi?
>>21215
Yeah but I fan easily be exhausted if I do some task so for that Mostly ude AI cause I dont wanna fuck with assignments + mental health baggage which do not leaves my mind
Yeah but I fan easily be exhausted if I do some task so for that Mostly ude AI cause I dont wanna fuck with assignments + mental health baggage which do not leaves my mind
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>>21251
agugu in the thread!!!
agugu in the thread!!!
>>21207 To some degree it reminds me of myself in the past. First it's big pride (egoism), then despair logically follows. I dragged along the floor until I found Orthodox Christianity, then a gradual healing began. That's my experience. I hope you'll flourish, bless you zaryan
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>>21260
Yeah, some people are too plain and simple to understand my deep struggle, mostly it tied with philosophy too, so yes its pretty hard especially when you meet retards
Yeah, some people are too plain and simple to understand my deep struggle, mostly it tied with philosophy too, so yes its pretty hard especially when you meet retards
>>21264 this is why ywnba normal person, jsid already what is this nonsense
>>21269
Thanks but yeah Lots of retards and self hate causing decline of mental health and I feel like every time its worse than previous
Thanks but yeah Lots of retards and self hate causing decline of mental health and I feel like every time its worse than previous
>>21274
"shit nobody cares about kill yourself award" makes zero sense
"shit nobody cares about kill yourself award" makes zero sense
>>21276
Nigger nobody cares what you babble here, bait in another place fucking moron
Nigger nobody cares what you babble here, bait in another place fucking moron
>>21207
For the hand washing stuff, you should try some different soaps, or use hot water less often. I also wash my hands too often and a couple years ago it got to the point my wrists were always red and dry. I used to use cheap soap and hot water, but I switched to nicer hydrating/moisturizing soap and use cold water half the time, which helped massively. Obviously this is a relatively small thing, but maybe it could help a bit.
The only other thing I would say is shit you’ve heard before, but being in nature helps me deal with some of these feelings. Making a list of your local state/national parks or forests and visiting them is something you can do by yourself, requires minimal interaction with anyone, and helps you put some things in perspective and appreciate the things around you that are real, beautiful, and good.
For the hand washing stuff, you should try some different soaps, or use hot water less often. I also wash my hands too often and a couple years ago it got to the point my wrists were always red and dry. I used to use cheap soap and hot water, but I switched to nicer hydrating/moisturizing soap and use cold water half the time, which helped massively. Obviously this is a relatively small thing, but maybe it could help a bit.
The only other thing I would say is shit you’ve heard before, but being in nature helps me deal with some of these feelings. Making a list of your local state/national parks or forests and visiting them is something you can do by yourself, requires minimal interaction with anyone, and helps you put some things in perspective and appreciate the things around you that are real, beautiful, and good.
>>21278
I do, I have physiatrist who gave me some doze of pills to lower my OCD(I dont use them right now, but before the pill I cleaned everything in my room, now I just simply dont care because I am lazy) I use specialized soap, but cant get off the hot water, even when I try warm water but in practice its actually hot too. I think my OCD and other factors fucked up my mental health
I do, I have physiatrist who gave me some doze of pills to lower my OCD(I dont use them right now, but before the pill I cleaned everything in my room, now I just simply dont care because I am lazy) I use specialized soap, but cant get off the hot water, even when I try warm water but in practice its actually hot too. I think my OCD and other factors fucked up my mental health
>>21278
I think going outside would help, But I am too depended on internet, its like a drug
I think going outside would help, But I am too depended on internet, its like a drug
>>21268 you can't be loved if you think of others lowly, also I may have flipped out unreasonably with the occult symbol trash, my bad I have to say
>>21284
Yeah sure when people are agressive towards me for no reason or ignore me, cant answer simple question normally
Yeah sure when people are agressive towards me for no reason or ignore me, cant answer simple question normally
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>>21356
This is the solution to almost all problems a man can face
Also OP don't write people off for being "normies", humans are social creatures not political creatures. You don't need someone to talk about da jooos to, you need someone to share company and laugh with.
This is the solution to almost all problems a man can face
Also OP don't write people off for being "normies", humans are social creatures not political creatures. You don't need someone to talk about da jooos to, you need someone to share company and laugh with.
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>>21364
I talk about things I like to people on the street.
I talk about things I like to people on the street.
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>>21366
inform them on the true!
inform them on the true!
>>21367
Yeah nigger idk I just feel very lost, going outside advice is good but I overthink stuff + college programming and retarded professor(they also saying shit that makes me overthink) Sometimes I just dont like discovering something new because it makes me miserable because of my insecurity
Yeah nigger idk I just feel very lost, going outside advice is good but I overthink stuff + college programming and retarded professor(they also saying shit that makes me overthink) Sometimes I just dont like discovering something new because it makes me miserable because of my insecurity
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>>21368
meds?
I don't how to fix overthinking (cuz I'm dumb), but if you solve that (it's very hard, I know cuz I obsess over something that doesn't matter[not Ongezellig cuz that mattes]) maybe you need a break or a little bit of free time off the net? and also what makes you miserable about discovering something? (makes you smarter doesn't it?*)
(*"smart people, and people who go to college can be idiots")
>>21369
My mom, my professors are retarded. My mom says "you need to work" evendoe I am very shy and I am scared of new stuff. " and also what makes you miserable about discovering something?" No, it feels like I am dumb enough and not competent enough(especially in computer related stuff, programming included. I make setups in my head and sometimes idealize it, live on my own bubble to not harm my ego or idk
My mom, my professors are retarded. My mom says "you need to work" evendoe I am very shy and I am scared of new stuff. " and also what makes you miserable about discovering something?" No, it feels like I am dumb enough and not competent enough(especially in computer related stuff, programming included. I make setups in my head and sometimes idealize it, live on my own bubble to not harm my ego or idk
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>>21370
where I work, I don't take to people much (cause they're assholes). Also (this may not sound nice but it's true) everyone is an idiot somehow. (like me). and I why do you make them in your head with code, you know you can make something with code (just figure something out [maybe make a game? what programming language do you use, anyways? {and now I'm asking too many questions}, but I'm curious]).
where I work, I don't take to people much (cause they're assholes). Also (this may not sound nice but it's true) everyone is an idiot somehow. (like me). and I why do you make them in your head with code, you know you can make something with code (just figure something out [maybe make a game? what programming language do you use, anyways? {and now I'm asking too many questions}, but I'm curious]).
>>21371
ehh its just website developments, SNCA assignment, but yeah I dont like interacting with people
ehh its just website developments, SNCA assignment, but yeah I dont like interacting with people
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>>21372
What's the website about? and how is it going?
What's the website about? and how is it going?
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>>21376
you can do a lot of things with coding. like making a video game. also, what program language do you use?
you can do a lot of things with coding. like making a video game. also, what program language do you use?
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>>21377
I use Java Script. I made a Ongezellig game a while back, but it was somewhere in the thousands of USBs I have in a drawer, it should be in there somewhere, but I'm too lazy to find it. I did use the texture though (I use it a lot)
I use Java Script. I made a Ongezellig game a while back, but it was somewhere in the thousands of USBs I have in a drawer, it should be in there somewhere, but I'm too lazy to find it. I did use the texture though (I use it a lot)
I am doing for multiple languages. C#, SQL(original one) and other shit I dont remember. I starting to hate normie Niggers because they are morons
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>>21380
I mean, have you tried talking to normies about things you like? (to inform them)
I mean, have you tried talking to normies about things you like? (to inform them)
>>21381
No, in my calss there is programmer but they are lefties. I am not gonna argue with them because liberals are complete retards.
No, in my calss there is programmer but they are lefties. I am not gonna argue with them because liberals are complete retards.
Also normie nerds are hypocrite nigger, they smile at your face but secretly dont like you
>>21384
nobody has ever done that here, that is a trait exclusive to normies, most assuredly
nobody has ever done that here, that is a trait exclusive to normies, most assuredly
>>21386
Non normies can be hypocrite too btw, but most time I encountered hypocrisy from normies
Non normies can be hypocrite too btw, but most time I encountered hypocrisy from normies
>>21392
Normies tend to be hypocrite because they're too conformist and they don't care what is right but what is socially acceptable.
Normies tend to be hypocrite because they're too conformist and they don't care what is right but what is socially acceptable.
>>21753
the edgy pinterest tranime stuff is probably the most revolting part about you. that, and the conflating being a detached unlikeable loser with being too intellectual for le normies that you obviously envy because you want to be with them so bad. pure copium. you're just so spiritually indian i guess.
the edgy pinterest tranime stuff is probably the most revolting part about you. that, and the conflating being a detached unlikeable loser with being too intellectual for le normies that you obviously envy because you want to be with them so bad. pure copium. you're just so spiritually indian i guess.
>>21821 he's probably the canadajeet. regardless, what he's doing to himself is horrendous.
the reason I backed down on his occult trash is because he's not doing harm to anyone but his sorry self. insane work
the reason I backed down on his occult trash is because he's not doing harm to anyone but his sorry self. insane work
>>21821
How does 764 and KNA make connection nigger?What the matter of my color if you are nigger by yourself thats projecting (I am not shitskin btw)
How does 764 and KNA make connection nigger?What the matter of my color if you are nigger by yourself thats projecting (I am not shitskin btw)
>>21816
>Pinterest is le bad because I said so and you are ranjeet
Absolute retard, I can assume you are baiting
>Pinterest is le bad because I said so and you are ranjeet
Absolute retard, I can assume you are baiting
>>21827
What the matter nigger I am not even rajeesh stop projecting, I just want to talk why people are such retards, I am not pseudo intellectual because I do not call myself an intellectual, you are just a midwit who thinks he is smart or something
What the matter nigger I am not even rajeesh stop projecting, I just want to talk why people are such retards, I am not pseudo intellectual because I do not call myself an intellectual, you are just a midwit who thinks he is smart or something
Why people like you instead of being supportive are such an assholes. Disgusting that Why I start to hate people more
>>21833
My mom is narcissistic nigger, my professors are midwit. I hate everyone at this point
My mom is narcissistic nigger, my professors are midwit. I hate everyone at this point
>>21834
I try my best to improve myself but the environment is toxic and my mental health is going down, I fucking cant. I feel like everyone around me IRL hypocritical assholes
I try my best to improve myself but the environment is toxic and my mental health is going down, I fucking cant. I feel like everyone around me IRL hypocritical assholes
When people try to point me that I AM problem they need to shut the fuck up and kill themselves, They dont understand the feelings or problem, I always ignorant faggots
>>21838
If you constantly outsorce problem on the outside then youre gonna be comfortable in your misery with no possiblity of change, since if you believe that everyone is problem but not you you will start to believe that you don't have to change anything to fix your life
If you constantly outsorce problem on the outside then youre gonna be comfortable in your misery with no possiblity of change, since if you believe that everyone is problem but not you you will start to believe that you don't have to change anything to fix your life
>>21827
>Occult trash
So christianity and other Abrahamic religions. I dont know how you made connection with 764 and ONA evendoe they dont have connection at all
>Occult trash
So christianity and other Abrahamic religions. I dont know how you made connection with 764 and ONA evendoe they dont have connection at all
>>21839
My mind is confused, I dont know what I want and it make my mind worse because of people around me who confuse it more
My mind is confused, I dont know what I want and it make my mind worse because of people around me who confuse it more
If I knew what I am doing I would solve my problems, I am in constant mental pain and overthinking(OCD+germaphobia)
Its not that easy for me, maybe its my problem but once you start to discover philosophy(and yes I am not a pseudo intellectual) you see world differently
I fucking hate my chud life, If its not gonna change its possible that I am gonna do something fucked up, it hurts my brain to interact with people irl knowing that they are hypocrite faggots
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