i'm the loneliest ive ever been and it's just going to get worst from this point on. I never thought much about what to do once i turned into this age, only now that i've reflected hard about how it all terribly went downhill, i figured out what i want fro

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hitting unc status Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 00:06:54 No.4255

i'm the loneliest ive ever been and it's just going to get worst from this point on. I never thought much about what to do once i turned into this age, only now that i've reflected hard about how it all terribly went downhill, i figured out what i want from this life. the people that i actually talked to daily irl have already left my life a long time ago, more accurately i cut them off on a whim from how horrible i was feeling back then. i'm absolutely garbage, i've done everything wrong, not a single day has passed where i haven't thought about how different things could've been, nothing good has ever happened and i wish i'll suffer an eternity in hell for it. might as well consider myself a tranny for how much ive been wanting to ACK myself. when the time comes, maybe. i still have some things i want to do, i only have just one goal in life right now though, hopefully i'll accomplish it and to stay genuine whilst doing it

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 00:13:35 No.4256

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ive been through this too, friends leaving and lacking sense of direction and whatnot. at some point you realise theres no 'what couldve been' and life is just what it is and there wont be a grand plot twist that suddenly makes everything more exciting. i do hope you achieve your goal

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 00:49:52 No.4259

Reject nihilist crap, if you want to read about Orthodoxy, there's plenty of things. Fr Josiah Trenham, Fr Paul Truebenbach, you name it. Your free will though, you have many choices

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 00:53:43 No.4260

>>4259
Religion is the opiate of the masses

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 01:10:37 No.4261

>>4260
/brabant/ard hands have typed this, do not interact

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 02:42:53 No.4262

>>4260
God gave us meaning and purpose, the job of the elites is to subvert and demoralize us all just for them to profit from us thinking what they sell is better than God's ultimate plan for all of us.

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 02:56:25 No.4263

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just stop being a sooky loser and fix what you don't like about yourself and your life then people will like you, or don't and just give and up cry about it online for the rest of your life

Zaryan 10/25/25 (Sat) 07:09:37 No.4267

you will have a lot of time to get used to it