
R: 2 / I: 1
>it's not that i give up, it's not that it's just inferior to what has been adapted to this place, i couldn't even get to project a video onto those niggas no matter how hard i tried no matter where i looked i couldn't find the solution, something tells me the original one was made somewhere in like blender, but even then there's no excuse to the fact i couldn't even come CLOSE to replicating the effects, i genuienly don't even know HOW the fuck this nigga pulled that off, i should just make a xitter account ask the man himself at this point but xitter is a shithole or something. and i doubt the man would even reply anyway. it is so fucking overrrrr woaahh wooaah. either way there's another dusty brim i made that i forgot to upload here again award but i'm fucking tired and i don't want to actually singlehandedly kill off this place for good. please forgive me all zaryans for being the way i am. i will never be like you, i'm trying my best to at least not stick out yet i stick out worse than that sore thumb from that one spongebob episode. it's bad alright. i just want to talk to like minded people and make something nice as well but i never can come to accept that i will never be able to produce anything even close to being good. i want to believe that i could one day make something truly great but.. not in this lifetime that's for sure. i mean just look at this, this is a horrible 'jak actually it isn't even a fucking 'jak because it technically is NAS with the whole hair thing, it's a stupid terrible edit and all for what? for a stupid video i tried to recreate that just ended up being the brim that might slowly kill this place off. why am i like this?