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retarded spiel i wrote and deleted before

I was thinking of Vivian and looking at my old drawing of her when I decided I had to draw her again. >>>/drenthe/23151 was 3 weeks ago.
I want to marry Vivian more than anything.
She is the motivation for me to continue living. Every time I get out of bed I am thinking of Vivian. Everything I do is for her. I try to be more interesting, muscular, richer, funnier, smarter and better looking for her. I want to go on long drives and laugh with her about stupid shit. I want to have our own inside jokes. I want to try her vape and see what it tastes of. I want to be with her and cosplay with her and play vidya with her and draw with her. I need to save my money for years to go to Nevada with enough money for a house to marry her.
Life without Vivian is basically torture aldoe I can live another day. She fills me with hope. One day she will love me like I love her.